Why do liars wear masks so deceiving?

Gosh,i'm so worried for my art and malay exams )':
Art ; you don't have to ask. you already know -.- how can i finish my work in time? oh god );
Malay ; th quality of my work has dropped tremendously.i'm not sure why exactly? blame it on all the problems i've been facing lately.cikgu warned me already.if i don't buck up soon, PTM here i come.
It's no wonder I'm having a hard time trying to convince myself that I'll maintain my grades for MYE.

Oral just now. It was easy ^^. But the suspense almost killed me.
I'm hoping to score here. Fingers crossed for me yeah?

I miss so many people )':

I miss Azilla cos she's my oh-so-strong pillar :D she'll smile at me and say "We're in the same boat,so let's drown together" and that comforts me somehow. And she know's me best <3

I miss Aidah cos she'll give me this look and say "Awk,takmo sad kay.Kite sayang awak ♥"

I miss Nana cos she'll ask "Asal sedih?" and gives me her act-cute face which makes me hug her. Plus,she never fails to make me laugh (:
I miss Syahilah ; my strong babe who'll stay strong for me if i can't <3I miss En Qi cos she'll show me her fuck-face,attitude problematic face and say "Zuriati,i love you leh <3"Enqiiiiiii,don't so sad lah. There's so many people here for you. I'll shout your name out loud if you want. You like right :D ? You're strong,really. Stronger than most of us,that i can say. I know you'll go through all the obstacles and come out unscathed cos you're a brave one. I believe in you and don't give up so easily dear. Don't give in to whatever that's bothering you and don't let it slow you down. Show them what you're really made up of. Don't worry,i'll love you no matter what.

I miss Aminn cos he'll make me laugh and say "jangan nangis".He reminds me of DORAEMON!

I miss Fil cos.No wait,i miss the old Filkhairi.

I miss Acap cos he makes me laugh like hell and he'll say "Dh besar nak jadi joker peh?" which makes me laugh even more.
I miss Solihin cos he's my wonderful counsellor who'll say "Asal sedih? Jangan nangis lah" and then mess up my hair which makes me say "Aku benci kau"
I miss Aziimi cos he's my great partner in class and he's the first one to suffer from my mood swings and tantrums.

I miss Zi Xiu cos i miss disturbing him ^^ he disturbs too me but always makes me laugh in the end. go to him when you have problems. he'll give you this don't care-don't care attitude which rubs off on you and you'll also give your problems a can't be bothered attitude. He'll make the worst cum the best psychologist someday.

I miss Hwee Hwa maam cos she's helped me the most during RC. She gave me the will to go on when i felt like taking a break from everything including CCA. I wonder how i'll get by without her now )':

I miss Celeste maam cos she'll literally force me to smile when i'm either angry or sad. Then she'll poke me (: To think of it,she's the one who helped saviours alot ^^

How will i get through CCA without the both of them?

These are the main people who make life and CCA bearable and i'm thankful to god for having them in my life (: