Guess I was wrong about you,

"If you love someone so much,the best thing to do is to just let them go.
But if they come back,then they're yours."
-solihin

this almost set me crying but it didn't.

syahilah,cheer up eh? jangan sedih-sedih lah. kiter sayang awak banyak banyak! ♥

We each have our own fair share of pain and misery,no?
I sense a whole new series of heartbreak, disappointment, frustration, anger, confusion, hopelessness,being let down and everything else that falls under that category heading my way at full speed. Well,i've endured it before so i guess i can go through it again yeah.I might break down a time or two but i'll go through the whole painful experience just the same. people say you learn from experience but how many times must i go through this before its enough?

Honestly,i don't know what to feel,what to say and what to do right now. Someone help me please.

Talked with sol,amal and muz for for more than an hour after coming out from dc. sedihh :(
was supposed to follow aidah,fil,aminn,aziimi,rudi,amal and sol to get a birthday present but i and sol decided to go home after walking with them till cwp. wasn't in the mood. was on the verge of tears but i contained myself thanks to amal. amal,aku sayang kau (: and yes,thanks sol for your concern.

AND YES,I MISS NUR 'AZILLA BTE IDRIS ALOT. ♥

cos i need her right now.she was always there for me through thick and thin.though,i might seem unappreciative but honestly,i'm thankful for her presence.she was the shoulder i leant on,the hand i grabbed hold of and the one i turned to whenever i'm in need or denial.
But it's okay,i'll try to stay strong till i see her again.sebab kiter memang strong pun. Or at least i will be.SOON. oh god,help me please.