Apologies not,

was late for rc ytd.*flashes a big smile
was supposed to meet th rest at 6am at bns but arrived a loooooonnnng time later :D so sorry larh seh.we were going to th campsite at bedok.arrived thr with 30mins to spare.cool or wht?th maams and sirs weren't even ready yet.had an assignment to do for uip,lesson planning for footdrill bronze : x-langkah.thr was a contact session for rcycc but didn't see anyone frm evg.asked daniel and he said tht he didn't even know thr was a contact session.
yada yada.left at 6.walked to bedok interchange and parents came while th rest bus-ed home.was planning to eat at pasir ris.thn whn we were like 5m away frm th shop aunt called asking us to have dinner at simpang bedok.yeah must return all th way to bedok =.="
i half-choked on my food whn all th ppl thr started screaming and shouting "GOAL!!" over a football match shown on th tv thr.srsly tht place is always crowded esp during th football season cos they have a tv for th customers to watch.good strategy to get more customers right :) after dinner went to changi.aunts and uncles started sharing ghost stories which they heard frm radio.namely misteri jam 12 & warna o.0 reched home ard 12 plus and crashed at 2 :D
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wasn't surprised whn mum told me tht i keep on spending so much time on rc.was expecting her to say it.well i don't deny tht my holidays are all full of rc.but still its better thn being at home.she even blamed rc whn my grades dropped.she'll nvr get over th fact tht its my inability to do maths.she went so far as to tell me to quit rc.maybe i will quit.it wouldn't make a difference whether im in or not.no one would really care.someone might even be glad,relieved or even happy.im tired of always being misinterpreted and hearing ppl talk abt me behind my back.as in literally right behind me.im tired of th tension in my presence,of th unspoken competition.it sucks whn you're th outcast for ridiculous reasons.my actions and everything i say is always scrutinised by someone.maybe im just a disturbance to someone in rc.a persistent eye sore.you cn nvr know right?

Flying colours,

heyho :D
i passed footdrill gold ppl!!! *starts running around in circles
hahahaha.
ytd woke up at 4.30am and started ironing my uniform.it was finally dry.th agony people of having to wake up in th wee hours.my legs were still aching frm th previous day's footdrill silver accred.mrt-ed to bns and changed at th station's toilet.th experience was err,horrible srsly.someone was doing their big buisness in th nxt cubicle.th sound effect was indescribable(!) ok whtever :D
took 168 to rc campsite at bedok.double decker bus mcm best gitu cos i felt REALLY tall (: had breakfast at macs.whn we reached thr got scolded cos we were late.after theory had uniform inspection.thn practised drills.it was like mega-tiring.breaks were frequent but only for 5 mins.
& thn it was time for commanding *hyperventilates
well,third time's a charm ain't it :D sir was shocked i was frm evg o.0
anw thn left ard 6 plus.th walk frm th campsite to bedok interchange was quite funny.cy ma'am and bp sir were running ard racing who cn go whr first and teased each other alot.hahahaha.they managed to tease me as well which was totally unnecessary.
anw moving on,faizah ma'am gave cy maa'm a joke.
faizah ma'am :which animal have no eyes?
cy ma'am :fish
faizah ma'am :no!!fish have eyes thn how they see?
cy ma'am : frog
faizah ma'am : no
me : snake
faizah ma'am : no!!thn how they see.
cy ma'am:ah!!!i know.earthworm!!
faizah ma'am: no,earthworm got eyes ok. (o.0 they do?) give up?
th answer is NO IDEA.get it? NO-EYE-DEER (no idea)
lol right :D anw thn found out some stuff frm bp sir which made me realise tht im just wasting my time.oh well whtever thn.bus-ed back to wdlands interchange and had dinner with sha and daniel at banquet ard 7 plus.thn went off first.reached home ard 8.15pm.bathed and slept.i know it was early but i was sooooo tired and my legs were aching everywhr.but at th very least i passed :D

Halloween,

went to NS for th halloween thingy on sat.it was quite fun & scary uh although i prefered whn i went thr 2 yrs ago.it was much much scarier.mum said tht this years halloween activities for th tram rides were planned by students frm NUS theater and dad said "so immature larh this year,better previous years."
whn we reached,omg thr were like srsly a million ppl.thn mum went off to see her frends and show her work pass :D (f.o.c yaw) th tram ride was mainly th highlight of th whole event.

this lady scared th crap out me you know.was waiting for th tram and i was like having one of my abnormal mood swings and emo-ing one corner cos my mum made forced me to wear th stupid dress i wore for boom.&& suddenly this lady like hobbled right infront of me.thn th tram came and yada yada.had lots of laughters,spooks and yeah,a healthy dose of animal dung.after th tram ride watched fire performance.it was really cool.thn went home and i straightaway crashed :D

she said "cn i take a photo with batman?" cos shes poison ivy and bro was batman -.-"

ignore th girl,focus on th witch

ytd went to changi with family and relatives ard 7.30pm.we were th last to arrive.& we were like holy or something cos relatives were waiting outside their cars just for us to arrive :D was quite bored cos i'm not tht close with them.entertained myself by talking to syahir otp.went home at 10 plus and once again i crashed.
today went to zoo cos dad was planning on bringing siblings to a sort of water pool thr.so yeah this time dad went to meet his friends and he flashed his work pass(ha!) took a boat to th pool and siblings went to play while i sat thr rotting under th hot sun.i think ive became tanner :D

sister is ♥

Desperation,

today's th last day of school ppl *starts sobbing like thr's no tmw Goodbye 2 Respect 08' ♥

beloved friends are like so badly missed.awwww!!!!
went for subject allocation briefing.im not sure wht subjects to take up.thought of taking pure chem pure physics but thn need to take a maths.however,my maths hancur berderai.i actually failed it for overall.i know you're envying my mathematical genius-ism.so shove off,i'm not letting you have it.
played stress with daniel,azilla and th rest during class.
got to eat pizza (again!!) :D courtesy of Mr Louis Chin,th oh-so-loved maths teacher yeah.
played stress in th canteen again thn went for cca.had accred for evac practical silver.
i passed !!!* throws confetti
i just realised tht to go uip,i need to have gold in evac/oa/footdrill.shit,tht means i cnt go for th outing to escape cos th mass accreditation is on 1 Nov.no!!!!i wan to go to escape!!!ok,stop being melodramatic eh zuriati.

Cat's out of the bag I suppose,

School ended at 10 today due to graduation day.mcm sedih gitu eh especially since syahir will be gone.th sec 1's showed of their talents of being able to play th guitar during assembly just now.they played titanic. added to th atmosphere of graduation.
finally learnt how to play stress today,haha.but no fun cos angelia kept on winning :D actually it was fun but i just feel like blaming her.hahaha.ok stupid.
anyhoos no cca today.HA-HA-HA to those in np and ncd :D
so yeah,partly relieved and partly disapointed for reasons which i myself dn't wish to acknowledge.went to 888 and admiralty with radiah and azilla.thn radiah went off so i and azilla went to eat breakfast at mcdnld.then went our separate ways cos azilla had npcc.took th mrt home frm admiralty.was waiting for th mrt whn i saw phyllis,mj,daniel,dj on th other mrt going to play badminton.at 1 plus zahirah called asking me to accompany her to sch but i was alr home so couldn't.so yeah,today was really mundane.hols would be even more boring.oh right,forgot to post it ytd but anyway
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY DANIEL

That feeling,

Results were so..dissapointing??
yeah,it was.esp for geog and d&t.expected to score for these 2 papers but didn't.at least i passed.
physics was really unexpected :D 66.5/80 wasn't surprised tht i failed chem cos th paper was damn hard 28/80 even ms lim said it was a "thinking paper".in other words its a difficult paper.she's just using a nicer term :D english was ok although i was hoping to get higher.35/50 for paper 1 and 43/60 for paper 2.

Ytd was terrible,honestly.got back results for paper 2.tears were shed.not of joy,mind you.shall not elaborate.parents were expecting me to pass ALL my subjects.i honestly studied for my maths this time.i went for th night studies and even studied at home.but my effort obviously went down th drain.haven told parents any of my results.thr's surely gonna be consequences.beloved friends cheered me up and managed to get me to laugh.so yeah,thnks alot to you guys esp jared,daniel,jun qi,zahirah and belvina.got chocolates and a cupcake from dear friends;jun qi & syahir :D ate th chocolates during music lesson and hadi actually allowed me cos of th state tht i was in.haha,much appreciated.
thn later on during cca,spent th whole time in rc room.didn't get to see him.actually i did,for only like 5 mins whn he took his stuff from th room.he didn attend cca cos of th mount kinabalu trip.So bottomline is tht,it was a mega-horrible day but dearest ppl were thr with me.

was supposed to have inter-class today but it was postponed to monday cos of th whether.during eng period,got permission frm cikgu anisah to practice.some "internal conflicts" happened during th practice.shall not elaborate more.&& again tears were shed.but this time,it wasn't me although i was kind of annoyed by someone's overreaction to angelia.after school while waiting for th decision on whether th game would still continue,other "internal conflicts" happened again.at last,th sports commitee announced tht th teachers did not allow to play in th rain.so practiced at multi-purpose hall.thn left at 4.30pm with angelia who was complaining abt tht someone who i was anoyed with :D right now,racking my brain for inspiration to start my malay compo.irritating right??after exams,still got homework.sheesh.
Basically,tht was how my day went.

Reliving past memories,

Th outing with friends last friday was fun plus memorable :D
partly was because i got to see him.
Met up with faisal and we went to affie's house together with azilla,aidah & amal.waited for th rest to arrive which was quite a long time ;D however,quayairi who was uninvited tagged along.nobody actually layan him.suddenly th mood was spoiled.whtever larh.went to alot of ppl's houses.razis's house was th most memorable.we all gathered in his room and he took a video of us all giving msg-es and all.you know those kind of soppy stuff,yeah tht's it.it was quite sweet though in the end when we watched it on tv,especially th "teet" part.oh anw,farhana lost!!!haha,we had a lame competition.th one who could stand their blisters th longest after wearing heels wins th game.&& farna lost :D
thn went to cikgu iswani's house.saw syahir there. on th way thr faisal's shoe broke and he walked bare footed from blk 806-810.haha.borrowed cikgu iswani's slippers which were unfortunately small.later on,went to asyraf's house.his brother is so cute.th younger one i mean.something funny happened whn i wanted to use th toilet.asyraf was showing me how to close th toilet door whn th whole door just came off.hahahaha.he was like trying to fix it in his baju kurung.try imagining,its weird right.th door got fixed back of course thnks to asyraf,who broke it in th first place.thn saw him :D whtever larh.