Sunday, November 9, 2008

Apologies not,

was late for rc ytd.*flashes a big smile
was supposed to meet th rest at 6am at bns but arrived a loooooonnnng time later :D so sorry larh seh.we were going to th campsite at bedok.arrived thr with 30mins to spare.cool or wht?th maams and sirs weren't even ready yet.had an assignment to do for uip,lesson planning for footdrill bronze : x-langkah.thr was a contact session for rcycc but didn't see anyone frm evg.asked daniel and he said tht he didn't even know thr was a contact session.
yada yada.left at 6.walked to bedok interchange and parents came while th rest bus-ed home.was planning to eat at pasir ris.thn whn we were like 5m away frm th shop aunt called asking us to have dinner at simpang bedok.yeah must return all th way to bedok =.="
i half-choked on my food whn all th ppl thr started screaming and shouting "GOAL!!" over a football match shown on th tv thr.srsly tht place is always crowded esp during th football season cos they have a tv for th customers to watch.good strategy to get more customers right :) after dinner went to changi.aunts and uncles started sharing ghost stories which they heard frm radio.namely misteri jam 12 & warna o.0 reched home ard 12 plus and crashed at 2 :D
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wasn't surprised whn mum told me tht i keep on spending so much time on rc.was expecting her to say it.well i don't deny tht my holidays are all full of rc.but still its better thn being at home.she even blamed rc whn my grades dropped.she'll nvr get over th fact tht its my inability to do maths.she went so far as to tell me to quit rc.maybe i will quit.it wouldn't make a difference whether im in or not.no one would really care.someone might even be glad,relieved or even happy.im tired of always being misinterpreted and hearing ppl talk abt me behind my back.as in literally right behind me.im tired of th tension in my presence,of th unspoken competition.it sucks whn you're th outcast for ridiculous reasons.my actions and everything i say is always scrutinised by someone.maybe im just a disturbance to someone in rc.a persistent eye sore.you cn nvr know right?

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