Thursday, December 25, 2008

The truth hurts but a lie's worse,

Had nfdc training ytd till ard 11 plus.was quite slack considering it was th eve of christmas.
got candies from seniors :D
played th presents thingy and yeah,i got a present from lx.its kind of illogical but very cute though (:
Thn walked to cwp with nadiah and daniel and headed home.school's reopening nxt friday.i'm not tht psyched up about it.anw,merry christmas everybody.i don't care even if you're not celebrating it.its supposed to just be a general polite gesture.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Sometimes the truth scares me,

hey hey :D
yeah,i'm back.actually i was back on sunday but had nth to blog abt so yeah didn't blog for a while.
uip was tiring but worth it i guess.i liked th part of pop whr we made a cross and threw our berets.yay(!)i guess campfire was a success so congrats to oa spec :D
reached home ard 9pm and crashed.
so yada yada.
we had training today and finished at ard 12.30 and went home.hah,i got a slap frm tht daniel chang in th bus.thr was also sec 1 orientation so th sch was quite crowded and busy.planned on playing this christmas game on christmas eve's training whr we buy a present and pass them ard according to a story tht we make up.its kind of lame but its also kind of fun :D
this is our cross formation :D


see tht tiang zi xiu's serious face (:
th circled ppl were my grp members.
footdrill spec.

find me,find me :X
the part where we threw our berets ;D
spot zx,lx and me?





Friday, December 12, 2008

The after effects,

i found a nice show on tv to watch,despite my ramblings of boycotting television forever :D
campus shrewd (: th main character's quite adorable though.miss christmas tree.
will be off for another camp tomorrow =.=
i don't feel like going at all.i know its been a day alr but i'm still tired and exhausted from ytd's training.my body is still aching.i know.i'm pathetic :D
so yeah,miss me people (: *shameless

Friday, December 5, 2008

The irony of your actions,

i fell into a drain during lunch just now ;D
now thr's a bruise and the lump is quite obvious.didn't know tht you could get a bruise if you fell into a drain o.0 i didn't saw tht the drain didn't have a sort of cover.i was listening to wei lun teasing nisa abt a snail and BOOM! CRASH! BANG! i fell into it.(actually thr was no such sound effect but you get wht i mean.)throw face you know (:
yada yadaaaa.
passed my sfa course.everybody passed actually.th examiner was quite nice.
today was quite relaxed and yeah,joked ard with th ncc guys after finishing up with our bandaging and cpr.
ended at ard 5 and went home.
*
it seems tht black faces are all i can give now tht you're here again.i don't think thr's a word 'limit' in your dictionary.you nvr know whn to stop unless somebody tells you off or you just realise it yourself.but so far th latter has nvr happened cos you think you're so perfect and flawless.well guess wht? you're not.you're full of flaws and imperfections just like anybody else.thr's a limit to how much i can stand you.th way you go overboard.th way you exaggerate.th way you insult me.th way you make me feel so small and bad abt myself.people are asking me to tell you off.to tell you whn you shld stop.to tell you tht thr's a limit to wht you can do.someday i might just explode and let everything out.but i hope tht day nvr comes cos i still sort of accept you as my friend.i hope wht i'm doing right now is worth all th pain and trouble.

so yeah,thnks a bunch to sha and nisa.especially sha for being thr for me :D

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Thunder,

had the second sfa lesson today.
we finished up the remaining chpters left frm ytd's lesson.
lunch time was hysterical,honestly.it was th laugh-anymore-and-i'll-pee-in-my-pants funny.bp sir,lx,sha,mj,me and nisa had quite an interesting encounter in the rain.shall not elaborate anymore.
oh darn,tmw's th sfa test.i'm going to fail and waste all my 3 days going for this sfa course.i'm quite blur at some parts though ;D and my hands-on are a disaster.cpr is quite err, hard (?)
i can verbally say wht to do but i can't physically do it.my god,the library was sooo freezing cold.sat in thr for ard 5 hrs.was shivering man.somehow nearing th end of lesson,th weather quite matched my mood.left earlier thn th rest at ard 5 cos of some stuff.i don't feel like going for tmw.i'm not sure if i'm up to meeting her again after all this time.i've forgiven her for wht she did to me.but forgetting takes like forever you know.& forever is a long time don't you think? ):
arrgghh!!i haven't done up my uniform for saturday's uip yet.lesson plan's all done but its not yet printed.but yes,daniel will print it for me :D

parents cancelled cable tv ): i might as well not watch tv this way.
mum's reply was "isn't tht good?thr'll be less distraction and you can concentrate more on your school work."

sometimes i really hate the way her mind works
.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Apologies not,

was late for rc ytd.*flashes a big smile
was supposed to meet th rest at 6am at bns but arrived a loooooonnnng time later :D so sorry larh seh.we were going to th campsite at bedok.arrived thr with 30mins to spare.cool or wht?th maams and sirs weren't even ready yet.had an assignment to do for uip,lesson planning for footdrill bronze : x-langkah.thr was a contact session for rcycc but didn't see anyone frm evg.asked daniel and he said tht he didn't even know thr was a contact session.
yada yada.left at 6.walked to bedok interchange and parents came while th rest bus-ed home.was planning to eat at pasir ris.thn whn we were like 5m away frm th shop aunt called asking us to have dinner at simpang bedok.yeah must return all th way to bedok =.="
i half-choked on my food whn all th ppl thr started screaming and shouting "GOAL!!" over a football match shown on th tv thr.srsly tht place is always crowded esp during th football season cos they have a tv for th customers to watch.good strategy to get more customers right :) after dinner went to changi.aunts and uncles started sharing ghost stories which they heard frm radio.namely misteri jam 12 & warna o.0 reched home ard 12 plus and crashed at 2 :D
*
wasn't surprised whn mum told me tht i keep on spending so much time on rc.was expecting her to say it.well i don't deny tht my holidays are all full of rc.but still its better thn being at home.she even blamed rc whn my grades dropped.she'll nvr get over th fact tht its my inability to do maths.she went so far as to tell me to quit rc.maybe i will quit.it wouldn't make a difference whether im in or not.no one would really care.someone might even be glad,relieved or even happy.im tired of always being misinterpreted and hearing ppl talk abt me behind my back.as in literally right behind me.im tired of th tension in my presence,of th unspoken competition.it sucks whn you're th outcast for ridiculous reasons.my actions and everything i say is always scrutinised by someone.maybe im just a disturbance to someone in rc.a persistent eye sore.you cn nvr know right?

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Flying colours,

heyho :D
i passed footdrill gold ppl!!! *starts running around in circles
hahahaha.
ytd woke up at 4.30am and started ironing my uniform.it was finally dry.th agony
people of having to wake up in th wee hours.my legs were still aching frm th previous day's footdrill silver accred.mrt-ed to bns and changed at th station's toilet.th experience was err,horrible srsly.someone was doing their big buisness in th nxt cubicle.th sound effect was indescribable(!) ok whtever :D
took 168 to rc campsite at bedok.double decker bus mcm best gitu cos i felt REALLY tall (: had breakfast at macs.whn we reached thr got scolded cos we were late.after theory had uniform inspection.thn practised drills.it was like mega-tiring.breaks were frequent but only for 5 mins.
& thn it was time for commanding *hyperventilates
well,third time's a charm ain't it :D sir was shocked i was frm evg o.0
anw thn left ard 6 plus.th walk frm th campsite to bedok interchange was quite funny.cy ma'am and bp sir were running ard racing who cn go whr first and teased each other alot.hahahaha.they managed to tease me as well which was totally unnecessary.
anw moving on,faizah ma'am gave cy maa'm a joke.
faizah ma'am :which animal have no eyes?
cy ma'am :fish
faizah ma'am :no!!fish have eyes thn how they see?
cy ma'am : frog
faizah ma'am : no
me : snake
faizah ma'am : no!!thn how they see.
cy ma'am:ah!!!i know.earthworm!!
faizah ma'am: no,earthworm got eyes ok. (o.0 they do?) give up?
th answer is NO IDEA.get it? NO-EYE-DEER (no idea)

lol right :D anw thn found out some stuff frm bp sir which made me realise tht im just wasting my time.oh well whtever thn.bus-ed back to wdlands interchange and had dinner with sha and daniel at banquet ard 7 plus.thn went off first.reached home ard 8.15pm.bathed and slept.i know it was early but i was sooooo tired and my legs were aching everywhr.but at th very least i passed :D

Monday, October 27, 2008

Halloween,

went to NS for th halloween thingy on sat.it was quite fun & scary uh although i prefered whn i went thr 2 yrs ago.it was much much scarier.mum said tht this years halloween activities for th tram rides were planned by students frm NUS theater and dad said "so immature larh this year,better previous years."
whn we reached,omg thr were like srsly a million ppl.thn mum went off to see her frends and show her work pass :D (f.o.c yaw) th tram ride was mainly th highlight of th whole event.

this lady scared th crap out me you know.was waiting for th tram and i was like having one of my abnormal mood swings and emo-ing one corner cos my mum made forced me to wear th stupid dress i wore for boom.&& suddenly this lady like hobbled right infront of me.thn th tram came and yada yada.had lots of laughters,spooks and yeah,a healthy dose of animal dung.after th tram ride watched fire performance.it was really cool.thn went home and i straightaway crashed :D

she said "cn i take a photo with batman?" cos shes poison ivy and bro was batman -.-"

ignore th girl,focus on th witch


ytd went to changi with family and relatives ard 7.30pm.we were th last to arrive.& we were like holy or something cos relatives were waiting outside their cars just for us to arrive :D was quite bored cos i'm not tht close with them.entertained myself by talking to syahir otp.went home at 10 plus and once again i crashed.
today went to zoo cos dad was planning on bringing siblings to a sort of water pool thr.so yeah this time dad went to meet his friends and he flashed his work pass(ha!) took a boat to th pool and siblings went to play while i sat thr rotting under th hot sun.i think ive became tanner :D

sister is ♥

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Desperation,

today's th last day of school ppl *starts sobbing like thr's no tmw Goodbye 2 Respect 08' ♥

beloved friends are like so badly missed.awwww!!!!
went for subject allocation briefing.im not sure wht subjects to take up.thought of taking pure chem pure physics but thn need to take a maths.however,my maths hancur berderai.i actually failed it for overall.i know you're envying my mathematical genius-ism.so shove off,i'm not letting you have it.
played stress with daniel,azilla and th rest during class.
got to eat pizza (again!!) :D courtesy of Mr Louis Chin,th oh-so-loved maths teacher yeah.
played stress in th canteen again thn went for cca.had accred for evac practical silver.
i passed !!!* throws confetti
i just realised tht to go uip,i need to have gold in evac/oa/footdrill.shit,tht means i cnt go for th outing to escape cos th mass accreditation is on 1 Nov.no!!!!i wan to go to escape!!!ok,stop being melodramatic eh zuriati.


Friday, October 17, 2008

Cat's out of the bag I suppose,

School ended at 10 today due to graduation day.mcm sedih gitu eh especially since syahir will be gone.th sec 1's showed of their talents of being able to play th guitar during assembly just now.they played titanic. added to th atmosphere of graduation.
finally learnt how to play stress today,haha.but no fun cos angelia kept on winning :D actually it was fun but i just feel like blaming her.hahaha.ok stupid.
anyhoos no cca today.HA-HA-HA to those in np and ncd :D
so yeah,partly relieved and partly disapointed for reasons which i myself dn't wish to acknowledge.went to 888 and admiralty with radiah and azilla.thn radiah went off so i and azilla went to eat breakfast at mcdnld.then went our separate ways cos azilla had npcc.took th mrt home frm admiralty.was waiting for th mrt whn i saw phyllis,mj,daniel,dj on th other mrt going to play badminton.at 1 plus zahirah called asking me to accompany her to sch but i was alr home so couldn't.so yeah,today was really mundane.hols would be even more boring.oh right,forgot to post it ytd but anyway
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY DANIEL

Thursday, October 16, 2008

That feeling,

Results were so..dissapointing??
yeah,it was.esp for geog and d&t.expected to score for these 2 papers but didn't.at least i passed.
physics was really unexpected :D 66.5/80 wasn't surprised tht i failed chem cos th paper was damn hard 28/80 even ms lim said it was a "thinking paper".in other words its a difficult paper.she's just using a nicer term :D english was ok although i was hoping to get higher.35/50 for paper 1 and 43/60 for paper 2.

Ytd was terrible,honestly.got back results for paper 2.tears were shed.not of joy,mind you.shall not elaborate.parents were expecting me to pass ALL my subjects.i honestly studied for my maths this time.i went for th night studies and even studied at home.but my effort obviously went down th drain.haven told parents any of my results.thr's surely gonna be consequences.beloved friends cheered me up and managed to get me to laugh.so yeah,thnks alot to you guys esp jared,daniel,jun qi,zahirah and belvina.got chocolates and a cupcake from dear friends;jun qi & syahir :D ate th chocolates during music lesson and hadi actually allowed me cos of th state tht i was in.haha,much appreciated.
thn later on during cca,spent th whole time in rc room.didn't get to see him.actually i did,for only like 5 mins whn he took his stuff from th room.he didn attend cca cos of th mount kinabalu trip.So bottomline is tht,it was a mega-horrible day but dearest ppl were thr with me.

was supposed to have inter-class today but it was postponed to monday cos of th whether.during eng period,got permission frm cikgu anisah to practice.some "internal conflicts" happened during th practice.shall not elaborate more.&& again tears were shed.but this time,it wasn't me although i was kind of annoyed by someone's overreaction to angelia.after school while waiting for th decision on whether th game would still continue,other "internal conflicts" happened again.at last,th sports commitee announced tht th teachers did not allow to play in th rain.so practiced at multi-purpose hall.thn left at 4.30pm with angelia who was complaining abt tht someone who i was anoyed with :D right now,racking my brain for inspiration to start my malay compo.irritating right??after exams,still got homework.sheesh.
Basically,tht was how my day went.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Reliving past memories,

Th outing with friends last friday was fun plus memorable :D
partly was because i got to see him.
Met up with faisal and we went to affie's house together with azilla,aidah & amal.waited for th rest to arrive which was quite a long time ;D however,quayairi who was uninvited tagged along.nobody actually layan him.suddenly th mood was spoiled.whtever larh.went to alot of ppl's houses.razis's house was th most memorable.we all gathered in his room and he took a video of us all giving msg-es and all.you know those kind of soppy stuff,yeah tht's it.it was quite sweet though in the end when we watched it on tv,especially th "teet" part.oh anw,farhana lost!!!haha,we had a lame competition.th one who could stand their blisters th longest after wearing heels wins th game.&& farna lost :D
thn went to cikgu iswani's house.saw syahir there. on th way thr faisal's shoe broke and he walked bare footed from blk 806-810.haha.borrowed cikgu iswani's slippers which were unfortunately small.later on,went to asyraf's house.his brother is so cute.th younger one i mean.something funny happened whn i wanted to use th toilet.asyraf was showing me how to close th toilet door whn th whole door just came off.hahahaha.he was like trying to fix it in his baju kurung.try imagining,its weird right.th door got fixed back of course thnks to asyraf,who broke it in th first place.thn saw him :D whtever larh.










Thursday, October 9, 2008

Do I have a choice?

oh YAY!!! exams are finally over.was jumping and screaming with joy after paper finished ;D
thn had to sit in th hall for lit peer assesment.accompanied azilla to finish up her d&t journal.something funny happened just now with azilla involving pieces of paper,a pigeon hole and a teacher :D shall nt elaborate more so as to save her from embarrasment.see,i'm a good friend
&& oh tmw's marking day.which means no school.yes!!will be going out with friends and all tmw.thought of wearing red.
oh darn,i just realised something.
i suddenly have doubts abt going tmw.cos i might see him.we're going thr for goodness sake.don't wish to meet him for fear of embarrasment.whtever it is,just hope to have a good time tmw.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

I doubt and I doubt,

History was horrible.
well,not exactly horrible larh.but its just horrible cause i know i can't pass the paper.
mcq & sbq was fine,i was able to do it.But for seq i think 25 marks flew away just like tht.
i like so dislike exams.Hate is quite a harsh word,don't you think?
It just makes my life suffer.hahahahaha.


Tmw is D&T.exactly wht are you supposed to study for design and technology?
well,goodbye A1's.don't think i can make it though to get an A1.i should be happy to even to be able to pass.so far,how many exam subjects have i already screwed??more than 3 i think.i can't even keep track of the subjects i screwed >.<
I think i can pass D&T.thr's not exactly much to study and th paper is only for 1 hr.
oh,& maybe i'll go with zahirah and all for jln rayer.maybe,maybe not.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Prolonging the pain,

damn it larh.
my maths paper 2 was like mega horrible you know.I like totally had no idea how to do ALOT of qns even though i studied.I did,really.well lit was okay.i can pass but my pass is the cukup makan pass type hehe :D
i should be studying my history but srsly not in the mood.
spent more than 1 hour typing out for azilla the history notes chpter 1-6.i have like no energy to type out the last chapter :D naseb baek dier kwn aku,klau tk kirim salam sudah i cnt open my hotmail account for whtever reason i dnt know.so i asked edmund to help me send the file to azilla.however,edmund obviously does not know whr to attach a file =.= im like explaining to him right now.i dn tink he gets it though.
my printer has also run out of ink so i went to everyone online and asked if they had printer :D most of them had but also run out of ink.Finally,after i found someone thn edmund say he cn help me print through richard.hahaha.waste my time and effort (: edmund says he cnt find th attach button???he sent it in a better way.but he doesnt want to tell me,its his secret.wth.

anw,ytd went to aunts' houses.BROWNIES are loved larh.but obviously not she bake one larh,bought it :D yadaaaaaaa.played those princess monopoly with 6 yrs old cousin.haha.childish i noe but not wrong right.we all have to keep in touch with our childish sides once in a while.

I cn't go raya-ing with feeqah and all!!!!! awwww,i so wanted to meet up with them.
AKU RINDU KAU FEEQAH !!!
mum's working on tht day so i cn't go out and ppl cn't come.sheeshh.irritating.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

I'm not sure about anything anymore,


Hello peepholes ;D
I have a personal addition to th word of the day.
so th word for today is S-C-R-E-W-E-D.
Defintion:not knowing th answers to more thn half of th 80 mark paper and leaving lots of blanks tht would add up to at least 2 pages.Also,since wht i studied didn't come out in th paper,i wrote alot of crap.
&& th sentence is "I totally screwed my chemistry paper last Friday and i have no doubt in my mind tht i will fail with flying colours."
Thank You.
*everyone stands to give a standing ovation.
I think i might be able to pass geography though cos wht i studied for came out.


went raya-ing ytd.we spent like 1 hr plus at each house,sheesh.it was quite irritating cos parens fought over a bloody safety pin before we left and whn we were on our way home whn dad thought mum lost $100,which actually she didn't =.=" So thn went home earlier thn uncle cos parents and siblings were tired.Thn i saw *ahem ahem* helping his mum do th laundry outside at 10.30 pm.Mum said something bout him being so hardworking.she always does cos we cn always see him either doing th laundry or watering th plants be it night or day,rain or shine.
dn take it th wrong way ohkay.i put in *ahem ahem* cos actually i have no idea wht his name is.Nazrul or Nazri or Fa something.almost 6 yrs living in my block and i dn even know his name.we even go to th same religious class.


Just now didn go to th lib class for maths paper 2 cos was out raya-ing :D but i brought along my lit notes.im actually supposed to be doing my art hmwk.i did it alr but i cnt send it to be printed cos i cnt evn open my freaking hotmail account.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

I don't want to but I have to,


i wasnt really raya-ing ytd cos i was studying my geography.had to study 8 chpts so i obviously rushed.However i only managed to study 1 chpt.alot of distractions.haha.But then i was told just now to focus on 3 chpts,th rest are for MCQ.wth.anw ytd relatives came over.so it was super crowded.thr were like 8 families in my house.anw one of my little cousins were playing with a so called beach ball and fell.His head hit th sharp edge of th table and he had a cut on his forehead and it bled.
he finally stopped crying 10 mins or so later whn his maid gave him some F&N orange juice(:
relatives left and my youngest uncle frm dad's side came.I was bored so had a bath and started studying.Tht was at ard 10 plus.thn uncle left.dad "asked" me to help clean th house.By thn,i tink i was alr half-dead =p But mum came to th rescue and told me to only put th glasses in th kitchen.aft tht,i told mum i was mayb not slping cos i wanted to study.tinggi cita-cita aku ehI rmbred studying till 12 plus thn th next ting i knew i was on my bed asleep and it was alr 4am.weird much??thn studied awhile thn slept at 5.15.stupid rite.shud have just woken up.and i woke up late.7 am.left home at 7.15 (: lucky brother wasn't going to sch as he's on mc so dad didn have to waste time going past his sch.&& yay,today got no dc.haha.i was late last week on monday, i tink.i was like only 5 mins late larh.sheesh.


Monday, September 29, 2008

I'm sick of it,

Maths paper just now.It was ohkay larh.ok,fine arh.I noe some ppl find it super easy,like Min Jie.haha.beh dengki zuriati. so anw,paper ended at 9.30 thn went to aunt's house.byk seh kuih.im like craving for her kuih tart.Thn walked home,in th hot sun.Th distance was like frm cwp to th wdlands stadium.Thn now blogging :D


Anw ytd was FUN.I planned to study but in th end we mostly crapped out,alot.But I still learnt something ok ;D Thn went to LJS to break fast.we were laughing abt dis guy beside us.He was wearing hipsters and like his boxers were BATMAN and his shoes and cap still had tags you know.nk tolong promote kepe.haha.we were lmao-ing all th way.We also gossiped abt a teacher xD tkyah tau lerh.After tt,went to popular cos razis wanted to buy some stuff.while waiting outside for th guys,we learnt some stuff abt ppl in our sch.I guess azilla's really mad right now.Thn went back to th lib to resume studying.Afiqah was like super hyper larh.Mr Chin's kids are uber cute.I finally learnt their names aft persistently disturbing them.Natalie & Nathaniel.
*ps. Mei ting's a bad influence on thm.
Thn at 9 we got chased out,so had to leave.Afiqah thn blanje-ed me double choc.hehe.aft tht went home.took some photos so im gonna post it below :D






Sunday, September 28, 2008

Another heartbreak,

Wht am i doing,blogging at 1.05 am.i have nth to do obviously.wow,that's an understatement.i actually have lots of things to do.things like STUDYING :D
had exams ytd.freaking english,darn it.i had totally no idea for compo as usual.i mean like wht are u gonna write for : Write a story about an outing which turned out to be an uneventful event.or something like that in only 50 mins??to make even more time constraint i wrote 2 stories.clever rite i noe!!
but i'm proud to say tt i got my inspiration frm a malay article."Sepasang Kurung Biru".

so,to th person who wrote this story:see,i helped you translate your story frm malay to eng so now others cn understand.no need to thank me.just get me some chocolates and i'll be done with it.lol.

anw,salehan broke up with nadiah.wht is wrong with him seh.on her birthday??u wan her to concentrate on her studies.but why now??why not during mid-yr.u like srsly gave her high hopes boy after giving her th bdae present and "diary".and now u dn even wanna be frends with her.coward much??
despite being angry at nadiah for things only nuri& nisa will understand,i still feel sad fer her though.

i've made myself forgive her,i think.
so moving on,i had to go to IKEA & geylang jus now in th HOT SUN.i tink th temp. was ard 200 degrees.honestly,we MUST stop global warming.im suffering,damn it.