That feeling,

Results were so..dissapointing??
yeah,it was.esp for geog and d&t.expected to score for these 2 papers but didn't.at least i passed.
physics was really unexpected :D 66.5/80 wasn't surprised tht i failed chem cos th paper was damn hard 28/80 even ms lim said it was a "thinking paper".in other words its a difficult paper.she's just using a nicer term :D english was ok although i was hoping to get higher.35/50 for paper 1 and 43/60 for paper 2.

Ytd was terrible,honestly.got back results for paper 2.tears were shed.not of joy,mind you.shall not elaborate.parents were expecting me to pass ALL my subjects.i honestly studied for my maths this time.i went for th night studies and even studied at home.but my effort obviously went down th drain.haven told parents any of my results.thr's surely gonna be consequences.beloved friends cheered me up and managed to get me to laugh.so yeah,thnks alot to you guys esp jared,daniel,jun qi,zahirah and belvina.got chocolates and a cupcake from dear friends;jun qi & syahir :D ate th chocolates during music lesson and hadi actually allowed me cos of th state tht i was in.haha,much appreciated.
thn later on during cca,spent th whole time in rc room.didn't get to see him.actually i did,for only like 5 mins whn he took his stuff from th room.he didn attend cca cos of th mount kinabalu trip.So bottomline is tht,it was a mega-horrible day but dearest ppl were thr with me.

was supposed to have inter-class today but it was postponed to monday cos of th whether.during eng period,got permission frm cikgu anisah to practice.some "internal conflicts" happened during th practice.shall not elaborate more.&& again tears were shed.but this time,it wasn't me although i was kind of annoyed by someone's overreaction to angelia.after school while waiting for th decision on whether th game would still continue,other "internal conflicts" happened again.at last,th sports commitee announced tht th teachers did not allow to play in th rain.so practiced at multi-purpose hall.thn left at 4.30pm with angelia who was complaining abt tht someone who i was anoyed with :D right now,racking my brain for inspiration to start my malay compo.irritating right??after exams,still got homework.sheesh.
Basically,tht was how my day went.

Reliving past memories,

Th outing with friends last friday was fun plus memorable :D
partly was because i got to see him.
Met up with faisal and we went to affie's house together with azilla,aidah & amal.waited for th rest to arrive which was quite a long time ;D however,quayairi who was uninvited tagged along.nobody actually layan him.suddenly th mood was spoiled.whtever larh.went to alot of ppl's houses.razis's house was th most memorable.we all gathered in his room and he took a video of us all giving msg-es and all.you know those kind of soppy stuff,yeah tht's it.it was quite sweet though in the end when we watched it on tv,especially th "teet" part.oh anw,farhana lost!!!haha,we had a lame competition.th one who could stand their blisters th longest after wearing heels wins th game.&& farna lost :D
thn went to cikgu iswani's house.saw syahir there. on th way thr faisal's shoe broke and he walked bare footed from blk 806-810.haha.borrowed cikgu iswani's slippers which were unfortunately small.later on,went to asyraf's house.his brother is so cute.th younger one i mean.something funny happened whn i wanted to use th toilet.asyraf was showing me how to close th toilet door whn th whole door just came off.hahahaha.he was like trying to fix it in his baju kurung.try imagining,its weird right.th door got fixed back of course thnks to asyraf,who broke it in th first place.thn saw him :D whtever larh.

Do I have a choice?

oh YAY!!! exams are finally over.was jumping and screaming with joy after paper finished ;D
thn had to sit in th hall for lit peer assesment.accompanied azilla to finish up her d&t journal.something funny happened just now with azilla involving pieces of paper,a pigeon hole and a teacher :D shall nt elaborate more so as to save her from embarrasment.see,i'm a good friend
&& oh tmw's marking day.which means no school.yes!!will be going out with friends and all tmw.thought of wearing red.
oh darn,i just realised something.
i suddenly have doubts abt going tmw.cos i might see him.we're going thr for goodness sake.don't wish to meet him for fear of embarrasment.whtever it is,just hope to have a good time tmw.

I doubt and I doubt,

History was horrible.
well,not exactly horrible larh.but its just horrible cause i know i can't pass the paper.
mcq & sbq was fine,i was able to do it.But for seq i think 25 marks flew away just like tht.
i like so dislike exams.Hate is quite a harsh word,don't you think?
It just makes my life suffer.hahahahaha.


Tmw is D&T.exactly wht are you supposed to study for design and technology?
well,goodbye A1's.don't think i can make it though to get an A1.i should be happy to even to be able to pass.so far,how many exam subjects have i already screwed??more than 3 i think.i can't even keep track of the subjects i screwed >.<
I think i can pass D&T.thr's not exactly much to study and th paper is only for 1 hr.
oh,& maybe i'll go with zahirah and all for jln rayer.maybe,maybe not.

Prolonging the pain,

damn it larh.
my maths paper 2 was like mega horrible you know.I like totally had no idea how to do ALOT of qns even though i studied.I did,really.well lit was okay.i can pass but my pass is the cukup makan pass type hehe :D
i should be studying my history but srsly not in the mood.
spent more than 1 hour typing out for azilla the history notes chpter 1-6.i have like no energy to type out the last chapter :D naseb baek dier kwn aku,klau tk kirim salam sudah i cnt open my hotmail account for whtever reason i dnt know.so i asked edmund to help me send the file to azilla.however,edmund obviously does not know whr to attach a file =.= im like explaining to him right now.i dn tink he gets it though.
my printer has also run out of ink so i went to everyone online and asked if they had printer :D most of them had but also run out of ink.Finally,after i found someone thn edmund say he cn help me print through richard.hahaha.waste my time and effort (: edmund says he cnt find th attach button???he sent it in a better way.but he doesnt want to tell me,its his secret.wth.

anw,ytd went to aunts' houses.BROWNIES are loved larh.but obviously not she bake one larh,bought it :D yadaaaaaaa.played those princess monopoly with 6 yrs old cousin.haha.childish i noe but not wrong right.we all have to keep in touch with our childish sides once in a while.

I cn't go raya-ing with feeqah and all!!!!! awwww,i so wanted to meet up with them.
AKU RINDU KAU FEEQAH !!!
mum's working on tht day so i cn't go out and ppl cn't come.sheeshh.irritating.

I'm not sure about anything anymore,

Hello peepholes ;D
I have a personal addition to th word of the day.
so th word for today is S-C-R-E-W-E-D.
Defintion:not knowing th answers to more thn half of th 80 mark paper and leaving lots of blanks tht would add up to at least 2 pages.Also,since wht i studied didn't come out in th paper,i wrote alot of crap.
&& th sentence is "I totally screwed my chemistry paper last Friday and i have no doubt in my mind tht i will fail with flying colours."
Thank You.
*everyone stands to give a standing ovation.
I think i might be able to pass geography though cos wht i studied for came out.


went raya-ing ytd.we spent like 1 hr plus at each house,sheesh.it was quite irritating cos parens fought over a bloody safety pin before we left and whn we were on our way home whn dad thought mum lost $100,which actually she didn't =.=" So thn went home earlier thn uncle cos parents and siblings were tired.Thn i saw *ahem ahem* helping his mum do th laundry outside at 10.30 pm.Mum said something bout him being so hardworking.she always does cos we cn always see him either doing th laundry or watering th plants be it night or day,rain or shine.
dn take it th wrong way ohkay.i put in *ahem ahem* cos actually i have no idea wht his name is.Nazrul or Nazri or Fa something.almost 6 yrs living in my block and i dn even know his name.we even go to th same religious class.


Just now didn go to th lib class for maths paper 2 cos was out raya-ing :D but i brought along my lit notes.im actually supposed to be doing my art hmwk.i did it alr but i cnt send it to be printed cos i cnt evn open my freaking hotmail account.

I don't want to but I have to,

i wasnt really raya-ing ytd cos i was studying my geography.had to study 8 chpts so i obviously rushed.However i only managed to study 1 chpt.alot of distractions.haha.But then i was told just now to focus on 3 chpts,th rest are for MCQ.wth.anw ytd relatives came over.so it was super crowded.thr were like 8 families in my house.anw one of my little cousins were playing with a so called beach ball and fell.His head hit th sharp edge of th table and he had a cut on his forehead and it bled.

he finally stopped crying 10 mins or so later whn his maid gave him some F&N orange juice(:
relatives left and my youngest uncle frm dad's side came.I was bored so had a bath and started studying.Tht was at ard 10 plus.thn uncle left.dad "asked" me to help clean th house.By thn,i tink i was alr half-dead =p But mum came to th rescue and told me to only put th glasses in th kitchen.aft tht,i told mum i was mayb not slping cos i wanted to study.tinggi cita-cita aku ehI rmbred studying till 12 plus thn th next ting i knew i was on my bed asleep and it was alr 4am.weird much??thn studied awhile thn slept at 5.15.stupid rite.shud have just woken up.and i woke up late.7 am.left home at 7.15 (: lucky brother wasn't going to sch as he's on mc so dad didn have to waste time going past his sch.&& yay,today got no dc.haha.i was late last week on monday, i tink.i was like only 5 mins late larh.sheesh.