I'll be gone

Time to get on with life,

2009-12-09T15:07:00.002+08:00

I've moved. Find me there.

http://www.flickandburn.tumblr.com

A lil' something to ruin your day,

2009-12-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

I'm sunburnt. Ass.

And I'm so fucking depressed. Cb.

It's time to get over yourself,

2009-12-06T13:18:00.002+08:00

Somebody ask me out.I'm rotting at home manzxzxz.
Rotting yknw,rotttttiiiiiinnngggg ~
Kay,obviously I'm delirious right now,tskk.

p/s: I wonder how mch more i can handle.

Its 4am and I'm cursing your name,

2009-12-03T04:01:00.007+08:00

OH HOLY MOTHER OF CRAP.

My mother is going to bury me alive whn she's found out what happened.

I ws in Melaka ytd. (Just for a day only. Kinda dumb ah actually.)

Sidetrack : I hv butt cramps frm sitting in the car too long :-(

& since I ws bored,I decided to use the internet on my phone.

While I ws in Melaka.

Two words : Itchy fingers! Tskk.

I am going to die when my bill comes D:

Aiyerr.

THIS IS SO NOT A GOOD START TO DECEMBER. Tskk.

December,be nice this time round will you?

Don't be like July, August or October eh. Takmo perangai ah eh ah eh.

Alright,kay golekks.

Turn the other cheek,

2009-11-30T18:26:00.001+08:00

I don't do well with goodbyes.

Quarter past thirteen,

2009-11-28T16:05:00.002+08:00

It sucked,no doubt.
But it's our last,so hell yeah for that :-)

The one who wears her heart on her sleeve,

2009-11-23T21:56:00.004+08:00

I saw. But,I turned and walked away.

I'll be gone for a while.
Miss me aye (;

2009-11-22T04:22:00.000+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day,

2009-11-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

Woke up with a heavy head.
The weather this afternoon matches my gloomy mood,i presume.
O'well,all the better. At least i'm not the only one feeling blue today.

Because he's cuter than you,

2009-11-16T18:36:00.009+08:00

EEEK,CUTE OR WHAT THIS BOY?!

He's cuter than you,and you know it love.

There's no room for the both of us,

2009-11-16T10:08:00.004+08:00

A few days ago I texted almost everyone " Everyone,my birthday's coming! :-D"
Hehehh,really! My birthday's coming! Honest :P
Btw, I got back some very disturbing replies ah please! Esp. Syahilah's.

Syahilah : -____-" awak bila last kena sepak sampai buta?

I ws on my bed at this time. I almost fell off the bed lah laughing,haha.

AND I JUST REALISED I HAVE SUCH MEAN FRIENDS AH ABEH ?!

Sabrina : Hahaha! Shiok sendiri 14 yr old girl.

Zahirah : I hope i forget :P

Qing Yang : Yr birthday this saturday is it?

Enqi : Wdv lo! Bluek! I'm ald 15,and u're still 14 :P [Slap you thn yknw!]

Arep : I step frget just aje. Hoho. Bsk ur bdae kan? :-) [This boy srsly mintak kene pukul tau!]

Fil : Ya allah. Yer Zuriatiiii! Haha.
Guess what his nxt qsn was.
Fil : Biler eh bday awak?

Solihin : Eh,yeke? Lame lagi kan! Jgn mrh eh,tp biler bday kau ah?

I LITERALLY WENT -.-! FOR BOTH AH.

& Naim called me just to say "Tak tahu malu" thn he hung up.

I HAVE THE MEANEST PPL ON EARTH AS FRIENDS SEH :')
Haha,but i still love each and every one of thm (:

On the other hand, i was touched that so many remembered my birthday.
Evn Syakir! o.0 Hah.
But so far,th sweetest ws from that sweet talker of a best friend :-D

Him : Dn't worry! Yr birthday's drawing "near" la.
Me : I can bet you dn't evn knw whn.
Him : December right? 29th? Actually i didn't evn kw whn. Bt at least,i bothered to find out.
Me : Thn,nk ape? Good job?
Him : Heh. I don't need tht :-) Just need you to knw tht there's someone who still cares (:

A task to do,

2009-11-05T15:58:00.006+08:00

Aminn wanted to do a photo montage of our class and he asked for pictures.
I looked through my computer,compiling all the photos.
From study sessions at starbucks, civic and vista.
To outings at east coast and jalan raya.

I could just cry,thinking of the past. When everything was better.

Dwindled in numbers,

2009-11-04T14:35:00.007+08:00

Bridging programme is killing me -.- Tsk.
I feel like skipping everyone of those lessons. But i can't :-(
Ah,damn it.

Anw,finally got around to showing my mum my report book ytd.
It took me that long to gather up my courage to give it to her.
Hah, i was expecting thunderstorm,hurricane,tsunami earthquake and all,seriously.
My results were such an eyesore seh. But nopah ^^V
First thing i pointed out to my mum ; position.
& that settled my mum's temper for a while, fortunately. Phew.

I talked to her abt retaining or dropping. Stupid move. Cs i got angry in th end -.-
I have no idea why i did that seh!
Honestly, I try to avoid talking to my mum abt any issues at all costs. Even clothes.
Cs it always ends up in heated arguments and me being pissed and trying not to curse and swear in front of her.

Don't knw how many times i banged th table trying to get her to listen to me -___-!
She kept on yakking abt dropping but I'd rather retain ah.
I had to raise my voice ah just to stop her from talking.
Whatever ah,we both have our own opinions. Tsk. Irritating siao.

But still,i'll work hard.
I survived 2 years 10 months of school.
I'm sure i can survive another 2 weeks.
Boleh punya ^^ (Pdehal,pdehal :P)

Nur Syahilah Bte Sadikin,

2009-11-01T09:47:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SAYANG <3

This cute lil' girl is now 15,without me. Hmph! Hahaha.
We've been through alot kan?
From fights to tears to laughters to anger to smiles and all sorts of things.
I thank you for that ^^V
I think without you kan,my life would have been boring ah,seriously!
So yeah,happy 15th and may Allah bless you on your birthday and every single day :-)

From strangers to the best of friends :-D
Wa sayang sama lu uh,gangster girl.

Some distance apart,

2009-10-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

Tiring day ah please today -__-
Had Rc from 12.45pm all th way till 7.25pm. Reached home late seh. Haih.
Cca is killing me. But nvm.
I ws thinking of studying for malay,but obviously cnt uh! Exhausted,i am.

I wna start studying alr,as in seriously. Marks on my report slip are very disappointing :-(
Cld have done better tho!
I think i studied for each paper like the day before or jst a few hrs before.
Seriously ah,need to buck up seh zuriati! Fr th first time ever,i think i'm gna use my holidays to catch up on my schl work. Sedih seh hidup :-(

Besides, I hope this weekend gives me some good before Monday.
I'm tired,exhausted and frayed. I needed a rest anyway.
I need a break from everything.

Everyone's leaving,i wna do so to.

Instant regret,

2009-10-26T00:26:00.004+08:00

BULLSHIT LAH. CRAP YOU. MY FOOT LAH.
DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH CAN, LAME EXCUSES.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I want to scream at your face so badly,really.
I'm already struggling to control my temper,so don't push it.
Great,you just rendered me speechless.

It ain't forever,

2009-10-25T14:23:00.002+08:00

You weren't thr for me whn i needed you th most :-(
Th first time I cried so hard and none of you were thr,besides Amalina and Aidah.

A little less lonely,

2009-10-18T13:47:00.010+08:00

It's time I gt ard to blogging. Kay,let's talk abt Charity Bazaar-cum-BYD.

Okay,so on Thursday,aft sch,followed Nana home to change and thn proceeded to Sab Tan's hse.

Reached at ard 5+?

The Honey Cornflake ws nice ah please! I think i ate more than i did work ^^

Yada,yada,yada, left at ard 8+ and walked to th interchange w Acap,Fil,Rudi,Qusy,Aminn.

Then came Friday.

Waited fr Enqi Ho at 6.05 under her block. But she only came dwn at 6.20am -.-

Changed in her room and walked to sch w her.

Set up th booth and went to Sab's hse to get th food.

Watched th concert and our clss won for th Sec 3s "fashion show"! (Y)

It wasn't as fun as i expected it to be tho. Such a waste -.-

And aftr everythng,still gt training seh. Haih.

Borderline,it was a srsly exhausting day.

Both emotionally and physically.

Selfish for holding on,

2009-10-09T16:34:00.015+08:00

Syakir's kontol faces :P

I never wnt to go here again seh :-(

The only chinese w us

Mat skudai eh please!

Embracing Haidhar's indian blood :-P

Yeay,finally got pictures :-D so can update on jalan raya!

I'm only uploading like 1/4 tho,cs thr's lik too many,190 seh.

Go syahilah's fb to see more ^^.

My main purpose for uploading these photos is cs i'm in thm :-P or i find it exceptionally cute!

Nyahaha.

So all us msl-ians decided to meet at 8.40am at msl mrt. But guess what?

I woke up at 8.45am :-P

So in other words me,fil,sya,aminn,kyla,qusy,acap,syakir,arep and qing yang all arrived at azilla's hse fashionably late ah!

Then went to th hses and stuffs.

And bcs Fil brought along his camera stand,the guys placed it at th sides of th road and act as if they're lik trying to catch drivers who are speeding -_____-

Another thing tht happened ws at Sol's hse. Tu sedih semacam ah :-(

I dn't wna go thr anymre pls.

Srsly uh,i felt lik disappearing and going hme right thr and thn seh.

One favourite ws at Razis's hse. We took the video again lik lst yr.

Paiseh sia whn they showed mine cs i lik had no idea wht to say.

Haidhar's one ws funny cs he talked abt AIA :-P

And Asyraf's ws sweet cs since i ws lik deeply affected by wht happened at Sol's hse,he actually gave me a personal msg on tht video.

And everyone cld see it seh.

Malu siak but at th same time touched lah :-)

Then in the later part of the evening,we had to walk through the drizzle and my make-up all got smudged. But i cldn't be bothered to reapply ah.

Muker masai seh,srsly. Hahaha :-P

The last highlight ws at Wlnds MRT while waiting fr the train to Sya's hse.

Boys being boys,they tend to get into trouble whrever they go.

Th first ws Rudi who supposedly gt reprimanded bt honestly,

i didn't even see him being warned uh -.-

Thn Fil started playing ard and did wht Rudi did and th MRT staff came and literally pulled him by th shoulders and dragged him down to the security post.

Sbb kte mcm bonded gitu kan,so whn 1 go down,everybody also go down.

Thn th security post ws so kecoh uh!

24 teens in baju kurung all arguing and shouting back at 1 MRT staff.

In a way it made me rofl uh :-D

But the paling naik suare ws th guys uh,lagi-lagi asyraf. Bising seh.

Bt wht i liked th mst ws wht sharifa said uh : "So nw,wht you wnt to do?"

Th MRT guy teros senyap seh. Lollllll. Dramatic seh this part of th night.

It ws alr cming to 10pm tau.

So thn Fil walked me home and thr ws this malay wedding under my block.

Awkward seh! O.O

Cs we were in our baju kurung and all. Hahahahaha.

Tiring uh srsly,but thank god,no blisters :-D

Kay,i'm done :-)

Sunshine in my pocket,

2009-10-03T23:30:00.008+08:00

Wonderful day spent with the greatest people :-D

Even with its several ups and downs and such,it still turned out fine.

And i mean it when i say ups and downs.

Shall elaborate more later on w pictures!

Thanks for making my day a splendid one.

Sayang korang,all 23 of you <3

I IS SUNGGUH TIRED WOR!

The littlest things,

2009-09-29T19:03:00.003+08:00

I am terrified of Nur Shuhaidah Bte Suratman.
She's a man in disguise! Hahaha. No lah,but still!
She is lik fierce semacam and nvr,ever agitate her seh.
I learnt my lesson fr today but still mcm fun gitu uh kacau aidah.
So i shall cntinue doing it.
HUAHUAHUA :-D

PREP WORK. PREP WORK. PREP WORK.
Gotta start on it asap,zuriati.

I'm done standing by the sidelines,

2009-09-25T18:30:00.016+08:00

Zuriati is an extremely happy girl :-)
I'm so happy that i could just lay an egg!

Camwhored with my bitch in the canteen afterschool.
We were like using people's phones to take pictures seh. Right Enqi?
Esp Acap's and Qing Yang's. Heh. Their camera good what ^^
I got a Little Miss Chatterbox keychain from Asyraf. Huahuahua :-P
Cute semacam seh the thing! Now,it's hanging thr springing on my phone ^^V

Btw kan,I ter-cried in school just now. It was accidental seh really!
I got so embarassed bcs of smthing tht happened tht i just cried :-(
Yes,i can't stand embarassment :-P Lolll.
Someone get that person away from me,god.

Working like clockwork,

2009-09-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

I'm tired beyond words.
I can't carry on with this charade anymore.
It's exhausting,it's wearing me out.
I'm sorry.
I miss you just as much.

Inferior,

2009-09-01T12:28:00.002+08:00

Yes,she's pretty no doubt.

Redundant actions made to fool,

2009-08-27T00:38:00.004+08:00

I helped the Interact Club paint their banner ^^V
Helpful much? Nyahaha. Tgther w sya,nana,sol and aminn.
Left school at around 6.15pm and thankfully,i didn't have to wait long till break fast time.

Now,i gotta go complete my proposal and study for my ss and chem test.
I think i'm just slowly killing myself.
I need to get a grip on myself,asap.

Take you as you are,

2009-08-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

I scratched my leg on a bench during recess just now ):
Hah,and it bled. God,i can't believe that i injured myself with a BENCH.
How harmful can a bench be -.-

But, Fil supplied me with a plaster,Aminn supplied me a whole pkt of tissues which was so cute ah(I still have it!) and Deen gave me a roll of toilet paper. As in,he srsly took out a whole roll of tissues. Hah.

I guess others could sense my distress cs i was like showing this exaggerate-kia punyer sad face whn they passed by me. Stop it eh,zuriati. Prangai semacam seh.

Watch me,i shall come armed with a tweety bird plaster on my cut tomorrow.
Kirekan fierce ah ni.

Ok well,the last two sentences weren't supposed to mean anything. I just ran out of things to say and the sentence randomnly popped into my head. Heh ^^V

Taking control of your own life ain't easy,

2009-08-19T22:36:00.001+08:00

I've been a happy girl so far this week,right up till today.
Ugh. Shall not talk about it tho.

Also,i've lost and got my wallet stolen by my classmates multiple times in a span of just 3 days. Main culprit's asyraf -.- I panicked when i THOUGHT i lost it but in the end it always ends up with asyraf or in someone else's bag.

I need to remember to not hyperventilate,seriously.
It's so unglam.

Discover yourself by getting lost,

2009-08-07T16:44:00.002+08:00

National Day Celebration in school today. Not as fun as the previous years tho ):
All because of H1N1,eeeeee.

Ended school at around 10.45am then waited for the guys to be done with their teacher's day auditions. They got in by the way. Woots! Congrats! :D

Then bused to woodlands checkpoint and the guys had lunch there.
Hot please all the way there. I was sweating like a pig seh!
Anw,we saw something unexpected before that eh,sol!
Level 4 kepe :P Haha.

Afterwards,followed the guys walk around,surveying the clothes there for their performance on teacher's day. Left around 3 plus and headed home.

And now i realised i left my physics file and hmwk with Filkhairi! Loll.

P/s: GI. Joe on Monday?
p/s/s: Are you true? He says no. And I trust him.

He turns right but I stay left,

2009-07-29T14:43:00.002+08:00

Blogger is being an arsehole. Tsk.

I'm sick ):
Down w fever,flu,cough and vomitting.
I especially hate vomitting please. I feel so weak afterwards that i can just die.
But imma strong girl ^^
Went to the clinic this morning where i waited so long.
Tons of people there.
Anw,wil be back at school on monday. But i honestly have to get better by saturday.
A ndp parade's waiting for me -.-

Blow those wrongdoings away,

2009-07-23T19:30:00.003+08:00

Believe me when i say that my best friend,Nur 'Azilla,is strong (:
Yes,she is. She won't fall that easily aye :D Sayang kamu <3

Tomorrow's real hectic. I'll be really worn out.
School in the morning.
Red Cross training in the afternoon till 5.
NDP training after that at Yio Chu Kang stadium till around 9.
Gotta get some rest.

Fire burning in her eyes,

2009-07-16T20:26:00.002+08:00

O level's for malay oral's over.
Yessssaaahh!
I knw it's kinda of late but this is my blog so shut up.

Ms Choo didn't come for art so yeah,double period of fun (:
THE RELIEF TEACHER CALLED ME GEMUK JUST NOW T_T
Feel so demoralised sia. I is not fat.

Anw,talked,gossiped,laughed,teased,smiled etc. with sya,azilla and guess who,Izrail.
Shocking,i know. But still,the time spent w them was so worth it lah please.
Got released 5 mins earlier by that relief teacher.
Life would have been better if i didn't have to go for DC.
All my father's fault lah! Make me late for school! Eeeeee.

Ended DC and met the rest at the canteen.
Left at 5.30pm and i realised i left my art file in the canteen *slaps forehead
But azilla brought it home for me. Nyahahahaha :P Terima Kasih!

Oh god,i haven't done my malay project. Arggghhh!
Tmw double period of mother tongue seh! DIEEEEEE!

Read between the lines,

2009-07-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

I am not a happy girl today.

You say you're sorry if you're the reason that spoiled my good relationship w him.
Were you actually sincere? I don't think so. Things have changed between us friend.
And you know that. You know what's going on.
I'm disappointed,very.
Not to mention pissed off,hurt,annoyed and everything else that falls under that category.

Insincerity's radiating off me,

2009-07-08T18:27:00.004+08:00

Easier said than done.
But,i have to cause what i hope to happen won't ever happen.
Not even in a million years.
So,move the fuck on zuriati.

Before your heart starts to learn again,

2009-07-06T17:32:00.005+08:00

Spent today at Acap's with my favourite people.
Our movie marathon eventually turned out into something else.
Much fun and laughters the whole time.
I think I'm a happy girl today :D

Why say it when you don't even mean it?

2009-07-05T00:09:00.004+08:00

Accompanied nana to get sol's birthday present with fil,acap,aminn,syakir and sol ytd. I arrived the earliest and spent like 1 hour + in Shieng Siong doing nothing while waiting for them -.-
Just so you know,i cussed alot this morning.
My hair,the weather,people,the bus,the fan.
The fan made my hair fly like crazy and i was like "knnbccb"

Sol treated us to ais kacang but two people to one bowl.
He shared w nana lah,obviously (:
'Sol' and 'treat' very rarely go together in a sentence.
However,acap,aminn and syakir had a whole bowl to themselves. Lol.

Thn followed the guys to sol's sister's wedding where the guys were working.
Me and nana's main purpose to go there was just to see his sister.
And she was really pretty ^^
Thn came th scene whr nana gave sol his present. Sweet stuffs :D

Went home and grandmother was like "whr have you been,why cme back so late" etc.
Please eh,it was only 1.30pm. It's really annoying whn you haven't even stepped into the house and someone starts screaming at you -.- For once,whn mum didn't mind me going out,grandmother had to mind. Tsk.

p/s : I don't appreciate accusations. From you,of all people.

I could say it a million times but it wouldn't be enough cause it wasn't to you,

2009-07-01T20:20:00.005+08:00

Happy 15th birthday to dear Solihin!
Bestfriend,thanks for being there for me. Always.
You know i'll be there for you too.
Thanks for the laughters,the anger and everything else.
And most importantly,thanks for sticking up for me and always being the one to accompany me whnever i'm alone. In case you didn't know,i forgive you for that slap you gave me eh.

p/s : Look for the post on th outing to find his photo. (Ape!)

Things don't just revolve around one person and that's what always starts the wars,

2009-06-29T20:42:00.005+08:00

Transformers 2 is niceee! Two thumbs up man (:
But its disgusting to see Megan Fox smooch Shia on set.
Try imagining two guys smooching each other.
Yes,that's how utterly freaked out i felt.
But honestly,Megan Fox was like oh-my-god hot/sexy in the movie.
That just adds to the freaky factor tho :/
And,and,and Shia Lebeouf is hot eh please ^^.
Okay,sorry,bimbo post.

Today was obviously crap. (But i got to see th people i missed like kambing and others <3)
They should have just extended our holiday period to 1 more week.
I'll dedicate that whole week to my homeworks seh,promise.
Thr wasn't even any lessons for today. What's the point of even coming? -.-

But still,zuriati is a very happy girl today for many reasons (:
Eeeeiiiiikkkkkk!
I likey today aloty.

Let's just take a shot and wing it,

2009-06-26T10:21:00.008+08:00

Library in the afternoon with brother,azilla,acap,sol,fil,aminn,aziimi,syakir,rudi and arep.
Funny stuffs (: I realise my voice sounds so loud in the library.
Photocopied my physics worksheets at Zap It for a pathetic 48 cents. Lolll.
Late lunch at Macs was sponsored by Arep,yayness (:
Didn't really do much,obviously. Gave up on trying to concentrate.
They only did the first page of Section A -.-
Left at 7 with brother and sol and reached home at around 7.20pm

Malay project is driving me crazy,god.
Cikgu Iswani told us to choose a sort of cool job.
So,i chose to be a child psychologist (Zahirah chose to be an FBI!)
Don't laugh! Yeah,i know. I'm soooo not cut out for that kind of job. I'm the one full of complains everytime.
But still,it's a cool job right? With the dang big bucks to go with it.
They charge like at least $100 per hour.
PER HOUR! PER HOUR! PER HOUR,i repeat. Zang!

However,i'm struggling to translate all those big,chim,complicated english words into malay. I'm so pathetic please in malay. I have no idea how i even got into higher malay,seriously. No joke -.-
I didn't even know what 'ikan paus' was. I had an image of a puffer fish when i heard that word. So all along,i've been wondering why people called Aminn puffer fish when actually not.
I jst learnt on wednesday that 'ikan paus' means whale! muahaha.
I know,pathetic kiaaaaaaaaaaaa )':
Developmental disorders = ? in malay. Ahh,dieeeeeeeeee.

I NEED TO START ON ART BY TMW. or my mother and pushpa will kill me.
Gee,do i need time or what!

Turn it up poppet,

2009-06-18T22:50:00.009+08:00

I think I'm a really bad leader.
Wait,i don't think i'm a bad leader.
I know i'm a bad leader.

I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.

I think my self-esteem just dropped to negative 1.

Something new,something old,

2009-06-18T04:30:00.015+08:00

Yessa,I'm finally back (:
I hereby solemnly confess that i prefer s'pore than m'sia.
I'll be more patriotic in future,promise!
The society is just so...different,heh.
Left on sunday morning and i'm back yesterday night.
Its 4.53am and i'm still not asleep since i came back a while ago.

Zuriati + tripping over ledge
= falling knee down on a pavement of rocks
= black and blue knees
= PAIN
= sad zuriati )':

My knees were all that i could think about for 3 days. Pain what.

I'm sucha klutz.
I dropped cake on my skirt.
I got mud on my NEWLY BOUGHT shoes.
I spilled juice on my WHITE NEWLY BOUGHT top.
I dropped rice on my NEWLY BOUGHT skirt.
I got chocolate on that same skirt.
I accidentally tore that same skirt. But just a small tear. Not obvious,i think.
I broke my dad's arm rest in his car and didn't own up :P
I dropped my phone multiple times.
I dropped my ipod multiple times too.

If i continue treating my phone this way,i think i'm gonna need a new one.
I'm so rough with it. Thank god it's an old model. Not a new one.
I think i'll drop myself if i ever dropped a new phone.
I was already moaning when i dropped my ipod the first time. Ah.

Oh,oh,oh,i saw arep at genting (:
And yes,sorry enqi,min jie and rudi for not replying your messages or for replying them late.
I wasted my prepaid there -.- 1 sms is $0.90
I had only around $10 in my phone at that time.
I was messaging enqi halfway when kebaboom,no more value. Tsk. Stupid me.

p/s : Enqiiii,sorry for taking a very loooong time to reply your messages and then not replying afterwards.
p/s/: I'll text you soon kay. Sorry yeah. Mwarh.
p/s/s: My knees hurt. Alot.
p/s/s/s: I need to start on my homework(s!!!!!) soon. Really soon. Shiats.
p/s/s/s/s: Happy 2nd birthday to sister <3

Caught my attention,

2009-06-12T16:48:00.017+08:00

The outing wasn't a class outing as much as the 'usual' people outing. Really.

Those who turned up were only those who usually hang out together. Namely azilla,aidah,nana,sya,acap,fil,aziimi,sol,aminn,arep,rudi and yours truly + deen&heedayu + qing yang (:

Mantra for the day : Me is hot,I is panas.

Lol. Kept repeating it all the way there with aminn.

Seriously ah,i was sweating like a pig eh please.

I brought $ 17.

I spent $ 4.50 on lunch.

I lost the rest. Sedih )':

Typical singaporeans. Found something,take. No brains to like return it to the counter or something. It's so hard to find good samaritans these days. What has the world turned into? Tsk. It was in a wallet mind you. Not some loose change or a $10 note lying around. It was in a wallet. Besides,i liked that wallet. It was really cute. If i know who you are,i promise you that you'll never see the next light of dawn. I'll wring your neck and all. Count your lucky stars i don't know you. So,i hope you lose your wallet all together with your i/c,credit card,atm card,money etc. Then you'll feel what i felt at that time. Muahaha.

Pictures! Not in sequence tho.

See how many mat reps our class have. Haha Mine ^^
Ini budak saya sayang

Syahilah looks small here kan?
<3 I took a picture w an ape

He's taller. No fair ):

Asia's Jason Mraz. Lolll.
Dick! Hahaha
FOC guitar teachers,heh ^^

Rfuck!
He was the only person half-naked in Macs -.-

I am 156cm TALL eh please (:
Nana jeponkia

Godzilla,sayanngg dier :D These shots above are all called the 'arep pose' -.-

Aidah was otp w daeng
Suker eh korang (: Lol

Fav pic w her - People in hats

Fav group photo :D
These two i love many many

Qing Yang's fingers

Dora-e-a-mon :P

Learning things the hard way,

2009-06-10T17:22:00.008+08:00

You know what? No matter what,things will never ever be the way it used to.
I don't want to accept it but i have to cause it's the cold,hard truth.
I'll just have to take it.
So yeah,smile (:

10th anniversary practice in the morning. NCC boys were so funny.
And that hadi is an ass i tell you -.-
After that,went to old woodlands with mum and saw acap,sol,aminn and azilla in the bus going for their flyer job. Miss them like sooooo much.
Mum was like " You hug her as if you've never seen her for 10 years" Lol.
Nemind,tomorrow,tomorrow. Class outing!
Just wait,I'm gonna have so much fun, i hope.
No matter what happens,i promise that nothing's gonna bring me down.

Cause you have that effect on me,

2009-06-06T22:32:00.005+08:00

I'm happy today. Jubiliant. Glad. Double,triple happiness.
I'm a bundle of smiles and laughters today.
Rudi knows why,nyahahaha.

10th anniversary training today with the rest of the other 3 UGs.
Fun but tiring. But still fun (:
I forgot how to those drills already.
BUT I am not going to practice on an umbrella,please!
I'll look oh-so-stupid kay.

Had lunch afterwards at Macs ; woodlands mart with azilla,fil and acap.
Talked alot,laughed alot,made noise alot. Hah.
The guys wanted to go to vista but i and azilla decided to go home though.
So walked to admiralty mrt with the guys.
Azilla went off first cause we reached her house first.
They kept on dancing to korean songs,trying to imitate razis -.-! Embarassing much.

Mrt-ed home and mum was having spring cleaning -.- Complete mess. Had to help even though i felt so tired,tsk. Mums. Anw,i slept at 10.30pm yesterday (:
But i woke up at 12 just to wish him a happy birthday.
See how nice i am ^^

See how lame that tiang zi xiu is -.-
He thinks he's cute this way. Lol.

Zixiu says:
byebyebyebyeZbyebyebeyUbyebeyebyRbyebyeIbyebyeAbyebyeTbyebyeIbye
(got word hidden inside << :P)

Stupid right! Haha,but it's okay cause i'm still laughing about it.

p/s : Megan Fox can't be a transsexual right?
p/s/s : Happy 15th birthday F.

Got away like some mistake,

2009-06-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Gosh,getting report books tomorrow!
I did badly as expected,tsk.
That's what I get for studying one day before the exam ^^V.

English P2 : 35/50
I'm only happy abt compre ; 21/25. Marks fr summary cn just go fly away.
Ugh,5 more marks to A1. Expected more for english tho )':

Maths : 54/80
I promised to do well for Maths ^^. This is considered ok fr someone who's been flunking maths since p5 :P

SS : 32/50
I didn't take my geog paper so most probably i'll fail my combined humanities -.-

HML P1 : 42/70
HML P2 : 44/70
Oral : 31/40
LC : 18/20
Lol,i like my oral and lc marks.

Physics : 47/65
Ugh,2 more marks to an A1.
Chem : 25/65
Don't ask. Ah,I'm failing combined science too.

I passed my art with marks of 58/100. Hah,i'm just glad i passed it ^^V.

I should probably turn in soon or else I'll be late for tomorrow.
Goodnight people (:

Everybody point to the stars,

2009-05-31T22:45:00.007+08:00

I think i'll die without my phone vibrating or ringing.
It shld start doing tht by tmw latest,promise!

A million thumbs up to Terminator Salvation. A really awesome movie.
Went to watch it at Yishun with family just now.
Today's like a 'movie marathon day' or something fr me. Lol.
I watched a total of 4 movies today (:

But,as a friend i'm utterly disappointed w your cold shoulder. Very disappointed.
Still,a million kisses/hugs/thanks to Enqi and Azilla who's been thr for me all this while
The best girlfriends i've ever had.
I'm thankful that they're in my life.

I'm black and blue before,

2009-05-30T12:24:00.007+08:00

Road run,NOT FUN.
"Buisness",as bp sir says was good. Lol.
Many casualties,even before the run started -.-
Even tho,i wasn't in the run,i still had to run seh. Casualty punyer pasal.
If you know me,you know i dislike running,heh.
And,i had to fan the casualties,tsk.

Hah,shahir got stung by a bee.
Laugh people,laugh.
Hahahahahaha. Lol.
Head prefect siol ^^V.

Was supposed to have late breakfast/early lunch w classmates after that but something happened and everything went haywire. They apologised but i didn't reply. Not beacause i didn't accept their apology but becs my phone prangai -.-
I miss them though <3
Oh well,shall see them on the 3rd of June and we'll see what happens aye?

Make it real,

2009-05-27T18:32:00.012+08:00

Today is this irritating-and-bloody-annoying-but-still-caring-and-wonderful guy's birthday (:

Heh,i know you read my blog tiang zi xiu (:

So yeah,happy 15th birthday! A year older aye. Be more man can? Haha,lol.

I rmbr our childish "Don't friend you anymore lah","Don't want talk to you already".

Who started it first? You,of course!

And you're a Martian cs you live on Mars *inside joke (:

Haha,but can say that he helped me out alot of times tho.

He withstand all my attitude problems,tantrums,screamings,complainings and cries.

See how handy he is? :P

And he always gives such chim advices and encouragement.

I rmbr during th exam period whn i told him i felt like giving up,he gave me a somehow good advice.

He also scolded me whn i didn't study fr my paper. Lol.

And i gt scolded again whn i told him i wanted to cry -.-

But wht he said did made sense tho.

"Why?Cry for what -.- worth it or not,ask yourself"

Then i realised it wasn't worth it and i ended up bullying him instead.

Bullying him is so fun,srsly.Try it. He'll kill me whn he sees this :P

Also,he makes me laugh like nobody's buisness. He's so funny.

Nevertheless,you got me into big trouble too aye. And it is still not over up till now.

See,all your fault lah. She's still not talking to me you know.

I should stay away from you,tsk.

See lah,who ask you to be so popular? Make your life difficult only right -.-

But,its okay. Thr's jst too many reasons for me not to hate you. Don't gloat lah pls.

So yeah,you're one more year nearer to watching nc16 movies right? *He said this himself.

So,happy 15th birthday kay.

May life be good to you and you be good to me,heh ^^V

Oh yeah,jog more kay so you'll be fit enough to reach your oh-so-fierce ambitions (:

But I still stand by my statement that you're fit enough alr.

I know i made you miss 1 day of jogging and you complained -.-

Anw,love you,kay boy.

And eh,let me test your malay : Sayang kau <3

A picture says a thousand words,

2009-05-20T18:37:00.012+08:00

Overdue photos from Starbucks (: Beware,there's lots.

Mr Su's a lucky teacher cos in all the study trips,this is the first time i saw the guys study,as in really study.

Photos are from Sya's blog <3

My index no. (: which means this is my paper ^^V

My 'apostrophe,aidah and nana jeponkia <3

My fingers :D

The process

The result ^^

Syahilah yg cute giler maut tu <33

Same pose,Lol

We studied eh

The guy who sang that diabetic song

Kirekan cute ah (:

He says his inbox is full of my name,Lol

Carrie & Enqi sexy siol ^^V.

My fingers,again

She thinks she's cute like that <3

Presenting the guy who slapped me ; Solihin

Ni budak mat rep seh (:

They came to study and yet they brought their PSPs along.

Guys can't live w/o their PSPs.

We'll write a song that turns out the lights,

2009-05-19T22:27:00.010+08:00

Tell me,how can i NOT love this bitch/sweetheart/photo stealer/conversation stealer of mine after all the things she's done for me?
No,you don't have to tell me. I don't wanna know anyway. She's gonna kill me when she sees this ^^V.

Last paper today! Good luck to poa students tmw (:
After paper,slacked around in canteen thn went to Tekong Park.
Had nothing to do at Tekong Park so went to Vista,my favourite place now
Learnt to play 'Dugaan dari illahi' on the guitar thanks to azilla
And,and,i got slapped by that solihin jst now.
Pain seh )': Hah,acap slapped him back for me.
Sol has issues with me man cos after that he kicked the ball and it hit me.
Sedih,haha.

Love,

2009-05-18T17:01:00.003+08:00

SAYANG DAN RINDU SYAHILAH YANG CUTE GILER MAUT TU SANGAT SANGAT <333

Anybody else not happy with another friend of mine can go suck dick kay.

Happy living ♥

Hatred will get you nowhere love,

2009-05-17T13:51:00.013+08:00

Spammers ; low-lifers,no?
They live such a sad,pathetic life. They're cowards too.
That's MY definition of spammers in MY dictionary.
So,please stop hate-tagging our class blog,cos you'll never win.
NEVER,EVER.
I'll make sure of that, mother f-er <3

I'm tired of entertaining this species of people. No use getting so worked up over them anw ^^V.

I should start studying for my physics soon. Maybe later on,after i've given that bloody spammer a piece of my mind. Oh yeah,no school tmw cos there's a.math paper.

So study tmw, anybody?

p/s : I miss my conversation-stealer )': <3
p/s/s : I miss my apostrophe too <3
p/s/s: My second blog song seems familiar,no?

Trust isn't something to be abused,

2009-05-16T21:52:00.012+08:00

Bored out of my wits end. God.
Had Maths paper last friday which was surprisingly quite do-able (:
Afterwards followed azilla home,then went to Macs at woodlands mart for lunch.
Fillet-o-fish <3
I and enqi were somehow fighting (Lol!) all the way thr cos enqi thinks i stole her smile which I DID NOT! she's so stubborn this way.
Lunch was funny tho. Our conversation roamed over many areas.
Religions,ghosts,pets,schoolmates and much more. saw some people there too.
I and enqi actually covered our ears when azilla told a ghost story (: scary siol.
anw,enqi,my straight story was a better one right?rather than azilla's 'senget' one,hah.
afterwards walked to vista thinking that the boys were already thr.
But we forgot tht it was a friday and they were having prayers.*smacks forehead
so we sat at the same spot we sat before,under the block,beside the kindergarten doing the same things.
Talked.Shared secrets.Gossiped somehow ^^V
Then swinngggg!!! <3
got nauseous after a while so i sat on the hot ground and burnt my butt,haha.
left at around 3? and bus-ed home with enqi while azilla went to meet the boys,i think.
I remember that it rained too. Lol,randomn.

p/s: I did not steal your smile kay enqi. You stole my conversation as well! (:
p/s/s: Should I be happy abt it or should i just forget everything,including you?

Learn to joke at the right time,or else you'll hurt someone else unintentionally.

Make me a victim,

2009-05-14T17:13:00.005+08:00

Polyclinics are such a hassle,ughh.
Health organisations stepped up on trying to curb the H1N1.
Had to wear a mask cos i had flu. Lol.
Didn't take my geography paper today bcos of fever and flu.
I broke my promise in a blink of an eye but i expected it already cos promises are meant to be broken after all.

Hanging on by a thread,

2009-05-13T18:51:00.012+08:00

Horrible day.
Horrible papers.
Horrible soon-to-be results.

But I spent my day with the most wonderful people around me.
So that kinda makes up for the sucky day.

Vista after art and left at 4. Shall study for geography later on.

I really feel like giving up ): I already gave up on art though.
Art piece was a disaster. Didn't complete it.
And i wasted my time completing my prep work instead of studying for chem.
So now i'm failing english,chem,ss,art.

Things are going downhill for me.
But thanks for trying to make it better. Thanks for encouraging me to continue.
I'm so gonna do well for physics,maths and geog.
That's a promise i'll make to myself and zi xiu.

Light the flame,

2009-05-11T21:44:00.005+08:00

Shall just stick to skins from blogger.
It's just too exasperating to search for decent skins from blogskin.
Oh yes,i love those egg-shaped kinderjoys (:

Studied with classmates at the library today.
Met azilla at 12.30pm and waited for the guys till 2.30pm.
Left at 4.30pm and had dinner at Bukit G.
Reached home at 8 and i shall continue to study later on.

And,I'm happy today <3
Ho Enqi,you better stop crying aye?

Give me a chance and I'll prove it to you,

2009-05-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

I'll stop.
There shall be just bear hugs instead of deadly bear hugs (:
illstophugginguppltillualldie ♥/.
For the record i screwed my english compo for the first time in my whole entire life.
I'm wonderful,no?

Goodnight.
Love you people <3

Your dirty little secret,

2009-05-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

I find that those transparent (?) / translucent lizards look like anchovies(ikan bilis). Agree?
Ughhh,freakingly disgusting *shudders

Don't you feel so insecure when lizards keep staring at you when you're in the bathroom?
And you feel so dirty and slimy all over again that you stand under the shower for another 15 mins even though you just stood under it for about 30mins? I understand cos i feel the same way too. ^^V

Okay,let's drop the topic of lizards. It's freaking me out.

Today :
Talked with zx in th morning. Got scolded by him for not revising -.-
Studied awhile thn watched tv ; X- MEN ^^ it was nice.
Late Breakfast/lunch.
Bought bb-tea.
Continued watching tv.
Went to sembawang park.
Fed some BLOODSUCKER MOSQUITOES.
Talked with zx again -.-"
Studied for english ; speech. What else can you possibly study? o.0
Homed.
Dinner.
Studied peribahasa.
Blogging.

Mundane,no?

Oh god,i'm broke ): cos i spent in extravagance instead of saving up.
Mac's the main culprit.
yeah,i'm marvellous,i know.

Good luck for language papers tomorrow people (:
& I heart 3 commitment. can't wait to meet loved ones tomorrow.
i miss them like hell.
immahugthemtilltheydie.just wait for it <3

Tell me you're not one of them,

2009-04-30T18:45:00.001+08:00

Today was fine (?)

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY QHAIRAH :D ♥

For pe,we were actually supposed to do shuttle run but the lightning alert went off so played games instead.
BUT THEN,something happened.
Kamu,cheer up eh? It's sad to see you cry tau. You're supposed to be strong kan? But it's okay,i'll be strong for you if you can't ^^

Maths; Mdm Tan took over Ms chala's period so instead of a single period,we got double for maths today. cool or whuuutttt? -.-

and for recess,I FINALLY SAW MY "kawan baik", heh :D

I don't know why but i keep dozing off during chemistry and to think that i'm actually sitting at the front row.Got back test paper for physics. Could have done better,loss of marks to careless-ness. Damn -.-!!

After school was the fun part *does secret laughter sign w sya
Azilla had np so i followed syahilah and tasha to buy bb-tea and sent amal lina home.
Then watched the boys play soccer for a while and azilla joined us soon after.
Very entertaining ^^V It's so funny watching them play.
sya,rmbr kenneth? *does secret laughter sign
and FILKHAIRI TORE HIS PANTS LMAO :P

4.30pm came and aidah and sya went off to bugis.
Talked with tasha and azilla at the back of the canteen abt some stuffs which scares the hell out of me. It was getting hot so moved into the canteen where we found nana,aqilah,rudi,muz,aziimi,aminn and fil. It was so funneh ;D made hand signs which made me laugh like hell.
left at 5.30pm. now i'm home and i'm starving. rawr!!

Why do liars wear masks so deceiving?

2009-04-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Gosh,i'm so worried for my art and malay exams )':
Art ; you don't have to ask. you already know -.- how can i finish my work in time? oh god );
Malay ; th quality of my work has dropped tremendously.i'm not sure why exactly? blame it on all the problems i've been facing lately.cikgu warned me already.if i don't buck up soon, PTM here i come.
It's no wonder I'm having a hard time trying to convince myself that I'll maintain my grades for MYE.

Oral just now. It was easy ^^. But the suspense almost killed me.
I'm hoping to score here. Fingers crossed for me yeah?

I miss so many people )':

I miss Azilla cos she's my oh-so-strong pillar :D she'll smile at me and say "We're in the same boat,so let's drown together" and that comforts me somehow. And she know's me best <3

I miss Aidah cos she'll give me this look and say "Awk,takmo sad kay.Kite sayang awak ♥"

I miss Nana cos she'll ask "Asal sedih?" and gives me her act-cute face which makes me hug her. Plus,she never fails to make me laugh (:
I miss Syahilah ; my strong babe who'll stay strong for me if i can't <3I miss En Qi cos she'll show me her fuck-face,attitude problematic face and say "Zuriati,i love you leh <3"Enqiiiiiii,don't so sad lah. There's so many people here for you. I'll shout your name out loud if you want. You like right :D ? You're strong,really. Stronger than most of us,that i can say. I know you'll go through all the obstacles and come out unscathed cos you're a brave one. I believe in you and don't give up so easily dear. Don't give in to whatever that's bothering you and don't let it slow you down. Show them what you're really made up of. Don't worry,i'll love you no matter what.

I miss Aminn cos he'll make me laugh and say "jangan nangis".He reminds me of DORAEMON!

~~I miss Fil cos.~~No wait,i miss the old Filkhairi.

I miss Acap cos he makes me laugh like hell and he'll say "Dh besar nak jadi joker peh?" which makes me laugh even more.
I miss Solihin cos he's my wonderful counsellor who'll say "Asal sedih? Jangan nangis lah" and then mess up my hair which makes me say "Aku benci kau"
I miss Aziimi cos he's my great partner in class and he's the first one to suffer from my mood swings and tantrums.

I miss Zi Xiu cos i miss disturbing him ^^ he disturbs too me but always makes me laugh in the end. go to him when you have problems. he'll give you this don't care-don't care attitude which rubs off on you and you'll also give your problems a can't be bothered attitude. He'll make the worst cum the best psychologist someday.

I miss Hwee Hwa maam cos she's helped me the most during RC. She gave me the will to go on when i felt like taking a break from everything including CCA. I wonder how i'll get by without her now )':

I miss Celeste maam cos she'll literally force me to smile when i'm either angry or sad. Then she'll poke me (: To think of it,she's the one who helped saviours alot ^^

How will i get through CCA without the both of them?

These are the main people who make life and CCA bearable and i'm thankful to god for having them in my life (:

We'll get there in the end,

2009-04-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

School was an ass. -.-
Firstly,i don't understand a single thing abt art exams. Andi'm getting really confused.
To make matters worse,I JUST LOST MY SKETCH BOOK. damn it.
Half of my observational drawings are inside that stupid sketch book you know!!! ):
i only realised it was gone after rc at the interchange. )': sedihh.
and i'm in no mood to redraw every single art piece of mine since January. I have 3 developmental drawings to do as well!! argghhh. i hate myself for being so careless.
I'll probably get scolded by Miss Pushpa on monday,yay.

During CCD,form teachers forced us to bring home all our books left under the table or she'll throw it in the rubbish bin.I have tons of books under there,heh. Physics,chemistry,geography,english books,malay,ss and the hunted. My reaction was "@^%*&!^#$%" heh :D
BUT,we found somewhr else to put,heh :D so ended up not bringing home my books after all (:
and ms chala says,we have to scrape out all the vandalism on the plastic covers or we'll have to pay for a new one. Who cares? It's only $2 -.-

After that had rc.kinda disappointed though with what happened. Oh well,as long as we've tried our best yeah,saviours?
then walked to the interchange with mj and bp sir when i realised lost my sketch book. sedihhhh )':

Time will tell in the end,

2009-04-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

WOAH.Things are happening too fast,way too fast.
Just shut up for a while okay cos I need to scream at your bloody face.
Damn it.

Guess I was wrong about you,

2009-04-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

"If you love someone so much,the best thing to do is to just let them go.
But if they come back,then they're yours."
-solihin

this almost set me crying but it didn't.

syahilah,cheer up eh? jangan sedih-sedih lah. kiter sayang awak banyak banyak! ♥

We each have our own fair share of pain and misery,no?
I sense a whole new series of heartbreak, disappointment, frustration, anger, confusion, hopelessness,being let down and everything else that falls under that category heading my way at full speed. Well,i've endured it before so i guess i can go through it again yeah.I might break down a time or two but i'll go through the whole painful experience just the same. people say you learn from experience but how many times must i go through this before its enough?

Honestly,i don't know what to feel,what to say and what to do right now. Someone help me please.

Talked with sol,amal and muz for for more than an hour after coming out from dc. sedihh :(
was supposed to follow aidah,fil,aminn,aziimi,rudi,amal and sol to get a birthday present but i and sol decided to go home after walking with them till cwp. wasn't in the mood. was on the verge of tears but i contained myself thanks to amal. amal,aku sayang kau (: and yes,thanks sol for your concern.

AND YES,I MISS NUR 'AZILLA BTE IDRIS ALOT. ♥

cos i need her right now.she was always there for me through thick and thin.though,i might seem unappreciative but honestly,i'm thankful for her presence.she was the shoulder i leant on,the hand i grabbed hold of and the one i turned to whenever i'm in need or denial.
But it's okay,i'll try to stay strong till i see her again.sebab kiter memang strong pun. Or at least i will be.SOON. oh god,help me please.

Looking back,i wish i could rewind yesterday,

2009-04-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

18 April 2009 ♥ ; Debate workshop

malay students mainly from 3 itg - 3dyn attended this debate workshop at school yesterday. most were from 3 cmt as we had the most numbers of malay pupils in our class ^^V

reporting time was 8.15 but the workshop only started at around 9plus -.-!
other schools were also there. riverside,sembawang,marsiling,woodlands and woodlands ring.
the guys actually got the girls' numbers.woah.sempat seh :D
it ended at about 1.30pm and decided to go for lunch.
some miscommunication here. sedih seh ;( i was on the verge of tears kan aidah?

so in the end,me,aidah,syahilah,filkhairi,solihin,aziimi,muz and qusyairi had lunch at banquet. walked all the way to cwp. seriously uh,spent like quality time with them seh (:
shared things with them which never in my whole 15 years thought i would. (i know im not yet 15 arh but let's just round off)

you usually don't tell guys your personal stuff but when you do,you realise that they're quite understanding.they accept it calmly.depending on who you ask :D
as for girls,we always kick up such a fuss and like syahilah says,we accept things with much kekecohan. but in a good way uh. sometimes it's relieving to know tht someone else accepts the truth th same way you do.

finished lunch at 2plus and aidah left first cos she had tuition.went window shopping with them.mcm cool gitu uh. so many people crowding in one shop w/o buying anything.

went to sports link and saw this mother-of-all-nike-products;a pink nike slipper!!
apparently great minds think alike cos syahilah realised its awesome-ness as well.
like i said,girls accept truth with much kekecohan right,while guys were cool and relaxed. me and syahilah were like "i'm falling in love w th shoe alr." idk how many times we touched th slipper.but th guys were looking at soccer boots in a much civilised manner though,heh.

right after exiting sports link,i had to leave alr uh. then filkhairi said,

fil : aziimi,kau tinggal dekat ngn dier kn.kau gi antar dier uh.
aziimi : abeh aku ! kau nk suruh aku antar ni budak balik.
me : *shows aziimi this fierce look
fil : a'ah lah. kau kn partner dier.
syahilah : tkperlah,kite sumer hantar dier sampai bawah je lah.
me : boleh ah,yay :D

so they sent me all the way to the escalator above the bus interchange. mcm sweet gitu kn

Trying to catch those fallen tears,

2009-04-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

Promotion Parade & Passing-Out-Parade 09'

It went well i guess. But POP didn't go as planned.It was somehow disastrous ^^ Quite a number of cock-ups.
Oh well,what's passed shall pass yeah?

I'm featured in hwee hwa maam's blog :D woo!
wrote her a little note but i didn't expect it to have such an impact on her.
well,apparently it had a bombastic impact (:okay,i'm so touched! :D
hahahaha. walked to cwp with mj and the rest of the maams and sirs. then bus-ed from there.

i shall miss them though (:

Maybe,just maybe I'll move on,

2009-04-14T19:31:00.001+08:00

School was heart shape today.
Because Mdm Tan wasn't here for maths,everybody scream!!!
yess ah!!! :D
AND AND AND, SHE WON'T BE HERE TILL THURSDAY.
nyahahaha,sukenyer aku (:

After school,slacked around till 3.30pm with classmates before i left.
Went to popular to get some stuffs and then made my way to the library where i saw aminn,areef,muz and filkhairi.
So instead of spending only 30mins in the library,i spent around 2 hours there with them.
And we got scolded by the staff thrice (:
Cracked alot of jokes.Especially lame ones :x
It was fun there with them cos they made me laugh multiple times :P
and yeah,talked with filkhairi about some stuffs.
Reached home at around 6.30pm,bathed and planning to do my homework later on.
Time check now is 7.44pm and parents are out buying dinner.
i'm starving man. Last time i ate was recess. shall wait for them to return then :D

Cause a true hero never lies,

2009-04-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

Asyraf says:
This one he told me uh.He said,"Zuriati is okay uh except that she lack leadership.Cause that time she angry,then she showed it."

I say:
Oh okay. *grins and sticks out tongue

Well,I'll take it in my stride yeah? Take it in a optimistic way.Thanks for your comment though (:

school starts at 9.15 tmw people :D
this means more sleep,more sleep!

Say it isn't so please,

2009-04-11T23:16:00.001+08:00

Went to support HML classmates for their competiton just now.
I'd rather support this than that eh please.
Had asyraf,azilla,aidah and amal with me.
The rest were the competitors. Sadly,we didn't win anything but it's okay. Optimism yeah? :D
Competiton ended at 6pm and train-ed back to woodlands.
Train ride was "HA-HA-HA" lah. Shall not elaborate more (:
Reached woodlands at around 7 plus and had dinner at LJS. Then everyone left at 8pm.
Dinner was amusing :D Asyraf shared a number of hilarious stories about someone.

Yes,I'll show you what real love can do.

2009-04-09T20:21:00.001+08:00

School started off fine. Perfectly fine.
In fact, I was incessantly cheered up by the fact that he actually walked by BLK C yesterday :D
I was so happy that i hugged azilla for no apparent reason.
But Maths had to go and spoil everything.

Wth.You don't have to scream bloody murder right.Just because I did one stupid mistake, you're saying my attitude sucks. Do yourself a favour please and take a quick look in the mirror. Reflect on yourself first before you want to condemn others.You're not that perfect yourself. As much as I care,your attitude sucks just as well. Please larh,CCA has nothing to do with this.
NABEY.FUCKING IRRITATING. DAMN YOU EH _I_

Day was spoiled afterwards.Screamed at some innocent bystander,mainly mj and daniel. Felt so guilty afterwards that i apologised non-stop. Spent the rest of my recess trying to cool down. Went back to class and i trashed everything out on partner. He was partly to blame as well (:
Didn't talk to anyone,even partner for the whole of SS and amazingly,I was listening to teacher.

After school,watched a beginning of a fight in the canteen with mild amusement during lunch. Found it so entertaining. Yes,I know I'm a sadistic. Had meeting afterwards. Then went home with mj. I get so pissed off just thinking abt it. asshole.

I shall probably dedicate my good friday to my art batik pieces,holed up in my room as well as to study for my upcoming geography test on monday.

If only,

2009-04-03T20:11:00.004+08:00

Zi Xiu : Hey. Did my scandal pass her promotion test. Haha :D

see,see,see.such a caring scandal azilla has.

Didn't bring my sketchbook and art file today. The meeting for chairpersons was a lifesaver seh. Got to go for art late and teacher didn't bother about me,heh.
Then had geog followed by physics. CCD was fine.
After school, went to 883 with nisa,mj,daniel and pei si maam.
Bought bubble tea :D

reached school,changed and made our way to innova pri.
OMG,they're so cute :D
Taught them bandaging. Played some games and went back to school.
Joined back with the rest. Played captain's ball,had debrief afterwards and then was dismissal.
Then played some game with seniors. It was like "HA-HA-HA"

was planning to wait for np to end to return ben his shirt but sir chased us out of school -.-
so shall return it to him on monday (:

Zi Xiu is so thick-skinned can -.-

Paper Heart,

2009-03-29T14:50:00.004+08:00

Top 3 reasons why I love ♥ yesterday.

# 3 :
The sajak competition was yesterday.
Nerve-wrecking moment there but i liked it :D
Finally got to act it all out. It was fun though.
We all felt like re-acting everything again.
Fortunately everything was smooth-sailing without any hiccups or anything.
Yes,i finally remembered my lines :D *claps

# 2 :
Got to see 'Awang Belanga' yesterday as well at millenia institute.
The play rocked like it never rocked before ^^
~~Stole~~Borrowed filkhairi's hoodie cos i was like shivering in the cold.
So ended up he was the one who was cold. Sorry larh seh.

# 1 :
We won the most 'feeling feeling' category for the aforementioned sajak competition.
Okay,i'm not exactly sure what 'penghayatan terbaik' is in english so the most 'feeling feeling' is the best we could come up with. Efforts finally paid off. Our rehearsals were all worth it (:

It's the end or maybe it's just the beginning?

2009-03-26T21:42:00.004+08:00

School was annoying,seriously.

Had pe for first period. Needed to do shuttle run.urgghhh.
Thn was english double period.
Got sent out of class for not finishing up the english comprehension homework ^^
Thn was maths followed by recess.

Recess is my only favourite period in school if it is even considered a period in the first place.

Then had ss where i zoned out as per normal. Afterwards chemistry for double period. Class made Ms Lim angry multiple times. Integrity still had one more period but chem was cmt's last period.
Eat that ! hahaha.

Waited for azilla to finish up her maths wksht and went home at ard 3.15pm.
ate BK and went to watch a movie with mum ; race to witch mountain.
It was cool :D and quite a sad/happy ending.
reached home at ard 7 plus and now i'm trying to finish off my LAST art piece.
*Go zuriati ^^ (self-motivation)

Blinded by the sorrow,

2009-03-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

Because Zuriati bte abdullah, you always end up with your foot in your mouth.

I wave goodbye to yesterdays,

2009-03-19T23:38:00.003+08:00

LIA's tomorrow and i've packed nothing (:
Nothing at all. Nada.
It's like past midnight and i'm still not asleep.
i think i'll probably oversleep tomorrow and rush rush rush.
rawrr.
shall probably pack later on or tomorrow morning,which i will confirm rush and forget something essential like my toothbrush -.-

woke up at 8 plus this morning due to mum's incessant knocking on my bed room door
and parents dragged us all to the beach.
forgot to bring extra clothes so couldn't join in the fun ):
yes,i'm a very forgetful person,hah.
If i ever become somebody's assistant,that person will probably suffer o.0

reached home around 4.30pm.bathed and rushed out to the library to print out my homeworks on litespeed.
shall not bother you people with unneccessary details about my sufferings at the library and the incompetency of the librarians there.
they made me run up and down the escalators you know!!! irritating.
saw our new timetable. i'm speechless about it. damn timetable.
after that took shirts from ben and went back to cwp.
wanted to buy donuts and saw dear carrie (:

decided to become a good daughter and called my mum if she wanted to buy anything.
i was hoping she didn't want anything.
but then after i was out of cwp she said she wanted something.
rushed back in,got her stuff and went home.
reached home at around 6 plus nearing 7. ate and started on my homework.

So now i'm left with this :
- 1 english comprehension
- 1 cover page for reading file (this is so unnecessary okay.waste my time doing this stupid thing!)
- 1 english composition ~ abt singapore -.- (hello,i'm not that patriotic you know -.-!!!)
- 1 malay composition
- 1 maths wksht
- 1 geography wksht
- 1 chemistry wksht
- 3 art pieces (i'm gonna die. art is on monday!!!)
- 1 updated proposal (this is so OMG.)

It's not much of a progress actually -.-
Oh well, i'll just have to cram all this on sunday after i come home from camp.

Teachers are such heartless creatures.

oh yes,miss me while you can people.

I'll face it head on,

2009-03-18T19:22:00.003+08:00

Camp. Camp. Camp.
Damn.
Rhymes,doesn't it ? :D
LIA's coming pretty soon but i haven't packed my stuff.
Not a single thing. Zilch.
Know why? Cos i lack of stuff ^^
Nevermind,found someone to lend me his shirt (:

HOMEWORK is killing me,i tell you. YES,it is.
It's murdering me.
It should be caught and sent to jail and sentenced to death.
*grins menacingly*
Yes,i'm full of vengeance today. I don't know why.

Mundane. Boring. Lifeless. Unexciting. Blue. Uninteresting. Crap. Bullshit.
Basically,that's how my day went.

BUT !!!! someone cheered up my day (:
yes, many thanks to that special someone.
He made me smile idiotically at my phone :D

yes,now you know i'm easily entertained.

and one more thing people, I ATE ICE-CREAM FOR BREAKFAST.
nyahahaha. in your face (:

A rocket to the moon,

2009-03-17T23:59:00.003+08:00

Second post for the day.
I need a life man. I live a very sad life,i know.
I sense a randomn post coming up.

Talked with Tiang Zi Xiu for a loooooonnngg time just now.
He's a dumbass you know ^^

Zi Xiu : Yo
Zi Xiu : rest well?
Zuriati: -.-
Zuriati : I'm so tired
Zuriati : slept from 6.30 and woke up at 10 plus this morning.
Zuriati : you?
Zi Xiu : slept at 11 and woke up at 8
Zi XIu : should be enough
Zuriati : wow
Zi Xiu : Heavy duty ah you?
Zuriati : Nisa also what :D

talked some more.i shall only reveal some parts of the conversation,not all mind you. some parts have to be discreet ^^
topic changed to LIA soon after.

Zi Xiu : Will have night pt
Zi Xiu : nisa say one
Zuriati : Really? Why?
Zi Xiu : part of the programme
Zuriati : will have eye bags again.
Zuriati : I very the physically challenged one you know
Zi Xiu : Hahaha, I know.
Zuriati : DAMN YOU TIANG ZI XIU !
Zi Xiu : ?
Zuriati : laugh at me some more
Zi Xiu : You ytd push up alr cannot do
Zuriati : But i'm not the only one hor
Zi Xiu : But you are one of them right

see,this kind of friend one. the topic changed again to rc.this time,talked alot. and i mean alot.
found out tht evonne maam stays in his block, wow.(?) wonder who's gonna be interviewing us.
he told me his post ^^ hope he gets it.

starting from here,most of the content has to be discreet :D

anw,i learnt a new word today (: courtesy of tiang zi xiu.

"WALI" ; walk around like important. i know you know we all know who yeah ?

If you wanna know,I don't ever wanna let go,

2009-03-17T18:15:00.005+08:00

Leadership Camp
13 March 2009 ; after sports day

Orientation Camp
14-16 March 2009

Back from camp (:
However,LIA camp is coming soon -.-
20-22 March 2009

Zi Xiu : Your eye bags can fit a 50 dollar note.
-Laugh Out Loud-

TIRED !!!
Camp ended at 4.30pm.
Cleaned the canteen and had debrief after the rest broke camp.
CLEANING THE CANTEEN WAS FUNNN :D
Reached home at 5,bathed,ate again and crashed at 6.30pm.
For once,mum let me sleep in till 10.15 this morning :D

Camp didn't go all that well ):
Oh well,what's done can't be undone right?
I guess our level of bond-ness increased 2 levels during leadership camp.
But then it decreased during orientation camp and went back the way it was before.

So now,i'll have to bond with my computer.
Have to finish up my BIGBIG pile of homework on Litespeed and update the proposal once again.
Proposal has to be in by Fri.Planning to finish up my homework before LIA camp as well.

Ironically,school holiday's are mostly spent in school and doing homework.

I wasn't expecting you of all people,

2009-03-10T00:04:00.004+08:00

The events that happened today rendered me speechless, so I won't even bother trying to explain.

I thought it was impossible but you proved otherwise,

2009-03-08T08:30:00.003+08:00

Went for reccee to changi with lx,sha,daniel,wei lun, 2 of our sirs and of course Mr Sam Soo :D
met up at 10 outside bns.
For once i wasn't late!!! *runs around in circles*
Somebody else was later than me,hah.

Train-ed to tampines and met mr sam soo thr at 11plus.then bus-ed to changi. During the bus ride,Mr sam soo talked about all the places that we passed and cracked alot of jokes.

First stop was changi museum and chapel.Walked through the place and went to the chapel at the back.Mr Sam Soo told us to either light candles for those who died during the war or write messages.The rest lighted up candles while i and sha wrote messages.

Continued the bus ride to changi village.By then it was past 12.30 so we had lunch at the hawker center. Lunch was treated by Mr Sam Soo,hah.

After lunch,went for the coastal board walk.However,by the time we completed only half of the walk, i was ready to drop. Bp sir was sweating freely as per normal. So we turned back as Changi Beach was the opposite direction.

As we walked back,we passed by Old Changi Hospital.
They insisted on going INSIDE .The entrance itself scares me half to death. The rest went up,even lx :D and they had a look around.
I and sha stayed below.
We were about to climb up but then they started coming down so no need to go up :D

It looked like it was about to rain so took a bus back to changi village which was only 1 stop and made our way to changi beach. Decided on our area and we were done by 3.rushed back to the bus stop cos it was alr drizzling. Luckily it only rained heavily when we were alr inside the bus.Then train-ed back home and reached at ard 5.

Heh,at least i spent my saturday worthwhile.

And and and,aku dpt balek ngn dier (:

There was alot more that happened but

Let the pictures do the talking yeah ?

At Changi Chapel

Lighting up of candles

Writing of messages

At Changi Museum

At the coastal boardwalk

Okay,I was caught unaware

Candid

Mr Sam Soo's reaction is so LOL

They couldn't stand the heat,hah

It was actually a lizard we were pointing to

They led the way to Changi Hospital

Walking down from Old Changi Hospital

hah,sir was caught off guard

At Changi Beach

Mr Sam Soo

The trip home in the bus

Too hot for me to take,

2009-03-06T23:24:00.001+08:00

Due to Superman's incessant pestering,i shall update my blog (:
Update your blog as well larh lazy bum.

Went for the learning journey to SDC today.

after assembly went back to class.talked with Mr Su and we played some lame game abt our classmates :X
i like mr su's shoes,heh :D
reached SDC and my first thought was "wah,instructor dier cute seh."
then learnt about drama.
hah,this part i know everyone liked.

The food there was nice but affordable.PIZZA !!! haha.our class everybody was eating pizza seh.
On the way home,the guys at the back started singing jiwang songs. But i especially liked it when they sang " That thing you do" It's like our class's song you know ever since qing yang made a presentation abt it.

3 COMMITMENT made my today. Yes,i love my class :D

Areef

Fil & Acap

When all there's left is only you,

2009-03-03T19:38:00.002+08:00

Shakir said something to me and zahirah ytd cause dear zahirah asked him to do something he didn't want to do :D

What he meant to say was :
"Kau fikir aku tak tau malu peh ?"

But what he said was :
"Kau fikir aku takde kemaluan peh ?"

Hahaha. So funny larh shakir.

Anw,had chemistry and malay paper today. So far all the papers have been do-able :D
yeah,which makes me happy cos i might have just the slightest chance of passing my maths and chem.
Weather's really cold,I'm like freezing in class while doing my paper.

Hmmph ): there's physics and ss tmw. I'm in really no mood to study. I'm in no mood but of course i will stuI do not understand light for god's sake. As for ss,we have to memorise like 4 essays and only one will come out.
And,i suck big time in sbq. Don't ask me why.

Azilla,me,mushroom and farah were planning to study physics at 846 just now but couldn't find anybody to teach us.
Then azilla said farizmi could teach us but he was having physics remedial.
saw ben hum!!! :D *okay,this info was unneccessary.
waited for farizmi to end at ard 3.45 then walked to mushroom kingdom and reached at 4 which was the exact time that i had to leave.bodohh ):

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother when it's so hopeless

I NEED MOTIVATION.

No fair,respect has mr goh for physics.Mr goh rocks in physics man. Take my word for it.
He can be an annoying form teacher in sec 2 :D but you can understand when he teaches.
even if you don't understand,he'll explain again and again till you finally get it.

see,i appreciate my teachers you know.

&& oh yes i got 44/50 for my english presentation (:
got penalised for being soft,imagine that :P
and for looking at my scripts sometimes.
*runs around in circles*

There's enough love to keep us all going,

2009-02-28T16:41:00.001+08:00

Yeah,i'm back from sister's island ppl :D

IT WAS AWESOME AND SUPERBLY FUNNN !!!

Bus-ed to Marina and then took a ferry to sister's island and reached ard 4pm.

Got sea-sicked as per expected :D

The whole camp was planned by the O I/C (shahir) and 2 O I/C (zahirah).The teachers were only there when we had to have lessons.

Split into our different sections thr.

I/Cs reccee-d and found an open area near the toilets and we began to put up our shelthers thr.

It took us 2 hrs just to get them up ;D

Learnt how to use the pressure lamp from np and had our dinner . The jared lim is so LOL.

then had our free and easy time where we sat in a circle and did performances.

sang,dance,told stories & propose :X

After that,learnt how to start a bonfire.Then we gathered around section 4's bonfire and said what we felt about the camp so far. Ended at 11.30pm and I didn't have to do sentry duty cos mine was during 10.30-11.30pm :D

It was sleeping time but Mr Jay didn't care what we did.We could eat or don't sleep if we wanted.It was all up to us But if we wanted to mix guys and girls,we had to be out in the open area. Obviously,many of us didn't want to sleep.

Chatted with the rest and heard danis sing too :D He's got the voice man.

Then Jared,Nisa and Nadiah took out their ponchos,laid them out in the open and joined them together so it became one big mat. Then Nadiah,Amirah,Nisa,me,Jared,Wei Meng and Daniel laid on the poncho.They soon fell asleep but i and daniel were still awake.

then zahirah,ridzuan,rasull and filkhairi took out their ponchos as well.

At ard 12.45am whn azilla was doing her sentry duty,some of th guys started playing 'camouflage'.They wore dark clothings and purposely slipped out of the boundary and expected azilla to chase them back in. Even O I/C joined in. see how childish they are (:

-laugh out loud-

Jared Lim's snoring disturbed me so i went to Ben Hum who was lying on the ground. There was only 1 star in the sky ): It was around 2 plus when i fell asleep on zahirah & co.'s mats.When i awoke an hour later,found Ben Hum still awake beside me.

Saw the others awaking cos they were being bitten by insects.

awoke nadiah cos there was a mosquito on her cheek and also awoke zi xiu cos there was one on his hand. i saved them you know :P

Daniel & Hadi got bitten on their lips and it got swollen like they just injected it or somethng.

Everybody was asking for calamine lotion :D

I was fine cos ben offered his wind breaker to me when i wanted to sleep as it was so cold :D sweet right he ?

Azilla's were the worse cos she slept in the shelter while the rest slept in the open area.

Many of us were awake and gathered at jared & co's big mat cos jared,wei meng & daniel were on sentry duty.

Keng yong,pornstar & porn star's director kept cracking lame jokes.it was so funny pls.

oh yes,KY srsly reminds me of Azhari.

When they were back at 4.30am,they wanted to sleep so everyone dispersed and i fell asleep on zahirah & co.'s ponchos. Before sleeping i remembered only Ben beside me but when i woke up at 5.30am there were so many people on the ponchos and when i woke up again at 6,salehan was beside me o.0

Bathed with only the help of pathetic torch lights cos there were no source of light on the island. Then moved off at 6.45am to watch the sun rise.

Everyone was covered in calamine lotion :P

Had breakfast and area cleaning after that and left the island at 10am.

Took the ferry and got sea-sick again :D

Reached Marina at 10.40am and took some pictures.

Then boarded the bus and reached school at 11plus.There was NDP selection there for RC.

Dismissed and went to have lunch with jared,nadiah and daniel at woodlands mart at mac's. Crapped out alot and went home at 2.50pm. Reached home at 3 plus and had a proper bath :D

Will be off to complete my homwework and study for common test now :D

I'm afraid of losing.Losing you,

2009-02-26T19:49:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i lost my correction tape.
Today I lost my pencil box. Just nice,tmw's art and all my materials are inside.
sedih );

The fire alarms are really piss-off material.
It has been continuously ringing for the past few days.
Furthermore,the bells are like right outside the classroom.
Was having MT lesson when th alarm went off again. It's been going off during every MT lesson.
-IRRITATING-

Slacked around in the canteen after school till about 3 plus. Then rushed around to get stuff for my camp with wen pang. Went to popular to get my twine and then to fairprice to get the sausage bun. After that,walked to the interchange and took our different buses. Mum's gonna buy the rest of the stuff needed for me :D

Craving for free shows ?
watch 3 commitment get gunned down by Discipline Mistress during CCD lesson tmw.
There's not gonna be lack of drama in it.

God,is it a must for you to complain ? I know you have your responsibilities and all but you know there are chairs and vice chairs in class. You can ask us to do something. Please eh, think before you act. You've got everybody into trouble now. Hello? Chairman & vice chair's gonna get it from DM too you know. And unfortunately i'm the vice -.- And now you've got the teacher involved as well.
Go on and cry your heart out. No one will care,except for maybe those really really nice people which our class lacks. Now you know no one likes you. Does that put your mind at ease ?

Jillyn: 3 commitment. Of course lah will be like this. We're not like Aspire or other classes.
*shows zombie look

Like I said before,this class has a hell of a character.

A bundle of contradictions and irony,

2009-02-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

Got into top 40 for th combined ug leadership programme.
this means i'll be going to sisters island with th rest on friday :D

didn't really expect my name to be in.
was planning to study for common test this weekend but saturday will be gone. so i'm only left with sunday. have to cram in everything on sunday. but oh well.

god, stressed out over camp proposal. it's not exactly completed. idk wht to do alr.

Expect the unexpected,

2009-02-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

Finally found out why seniors said I'm like Hwee Hwa maam.

I have no regrets at all,

2009-02-22T19:56:00.002+08:00

It's all over.

World War 5,

2009-02-21T18:34:00.004+08:00

Campfire's proposal done, without their help of course.

You act as if you're flawless and perfect. Prove it thn.
Oh wait, you alr did.
maams and sirs are all on your side now. it was expected anw.
you're like th best of us aren't you.

"Why this batch everytime also cry?"
Daniel : Sir,can you please shut up.

I actually talked back to a sir which was not wht i had planned to do.
At least wht i said made him go quiet.

"You all no brains is it. This is a public place. PUBLIC PLACE."
Me : "Sir,whether we have brains or not doesn't concern or disturb you."

I got tangled up in my own lies,

2009-02-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

Can we just be friends. No more,no less. Please don't expect more from me.
It's hard enough as it is.

I'm sorry if he's angry with you.
But you can't blame me. It's not my fault.
I can't help it.

Mission Impossible,

2009-02-16T22:41:00.001+08:00

I ate ice-cream today :D
Hot Fudge. yummy (:

well,that was unnecessary but nevermind.

This news is quite overdue but wth.
EVGRCY managed to sustain our title of north district champion again.
Th competition was on 14 Feb - Valentine's day -.-
The closing parade is so 'LOL'. They wanted to do somethng new this year and try to form th words NFC ' 09. Not quite successful though.

The anonymous VI's are so indescribable.
They expect us to read between th lines of their instructions.
As in like they ask us to fall in but never say where or give any other clarifications.
Also, they're really not sure of their sense of direction.
Hello ?! It's like th basic of th basics.
Jasmine maam & Hwee Hwa maam were feedbacking abt alot of stuffs :D
There was one incident whr we had to exit th hall gates and hh maam said somethng abt th gates being too small.
- laugh out loud -

went and took our certificates during assembly. went back to class and mr su didn't come for th day. Mr Chan was th one to relief us. You know wht to expect (: Guess wht? I and abt 15 other people didn't do the eng oral presentation and we had to stand for like 45 mins. Added to tht, 5 marks will be minused off. It's over 50 so th most marks we can get is 45. Aziimi is doing abt prostitution. Of all topics,he chose this -.-

met mr jay lim abt th combined ug leadership development course after sch. chim-ology huh ?
everyone has to be in full u for th opening ceremony tmw. -.- (!!!) th agony man.
Mr Lim said this to us :
" Red Cross, I don't expect you to polish your boots till midnight. So no need to polish your boots for tmw. "

urghh.all th first aiders have to meet ms loke at 7.20am in th library tmw morning for th briefing abt th sem tracks thingy.was planning to sleep in tmw.darn.

Thinking to myself,

2009-02-08T00:45:00.001+08:00

Training today ended at 11.30 :D
*throws confetti

But had to wait for nisa before going to civic centre cos she had the debate workshop.
After training watched daniel,wei lun and the rest play basket ball with th maam and sir.
also saw bp sir getting attacked by maams.wow :D
seniors left soon after.5mins after that i was bored,so i decided to go to the parade square to play.
but felt super exposed thr so i dragged sha,mj,daniel,wei lun and hazel back to the basketball court. played this pathetic game of captain's ball with only 3 ppl in one team.
was playing halfway when seng loong came.
He actually wanted to climb over th fence -.-!!! cos he wasn't wearing school uniform. but in th end he went through th front gate.at 12.40pm we got chased out of school by the security guard.so sat at th open area opposite school with th echo-ey sound.i sent th nfdc song to wei lun and he went and put it as his ringtone.LOL. started discussing while waiting for nisa and saw hweehwa maam walking past.
th encounter between hwee hwa maam and mj is so lmao.

As tears fall and laughters ring in my ears,

2009-02-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

I saw Qingyang belly dancing just now.
-laugh out loud-

Today's training was really tiring. Had to wear full u.The first part of the training was really depressing but things kinda looked up during th later part of th training. Didn't really expect things to turn out that way. Nerve-wrecking much? I guess I don't wish to experience it again. Anw open array is finally done but much can be improved on. There's training tmw. Can i not go.. -.-"
After training,they want to discuss about the camp at the NLB in civic centre.
Darn.
But oh well, nvm then.

And then you went and crushed it all,

2009-02-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

omg. omg. omg. omg.
i'm like giddy with happiness :D
ask me why,ask me why.hurry!!

*someone screams 'why?'

hah,too bad i'm not gonna tell you.it's my secret :P
suckers ^^

anw,had geog test after school today till about 3.20pm.
afterwards watched the heats at th field for a while.saw maam's thr :D
decided to leave at abt 3.45 cos i was bored out of my wits watching ppl running.
however,it started raining ;( freak seh.
but nvm,decided to brave th rain.which was kind of stupid actually.it wasn't bravery.it was stupidity and idiocy and foolishness.wanna know why? ask me why,ask me why.hah,this time i'll tell you why.all my art pieces from my folder dropped and got soaked in th rain while i was running to th shelter near th gate.my god!
then it's like i had to pick up all my pieces in th rain which i accidentally stepped on.so it's dirty and wet.but godzilla was thr to save th day.she helped me to dry and clean my papers along with [he who shall not be named.]
the security ppl were nice too.made us smile.and muhaimin was like being a pain in th neck thr.

security: go and dry your paper at th dryer thr.dekat basin situ.go,go.
me:*hesitates
muhaimin: tak boleh! tak boleh!
another security: go and dry your paper larh
muhaimin: cannot! cannot!

he extra larh.freak seh,after i got under th shelter,th rain stopped -.- th clouds have issues with me man.saw so many people walking past.pei si maam too :D even mr loy stopped and asked. and th security guy said " oh,she's praying" cos i was like kneeling down and trying to dry my papers.hah.
yeah,saw th soccer boys come back from th match.asyraf was giving me this weird look from th bus whn he saw wht i was doing.after tht,salehan came and disturb -.-!!!

finally went home at ard 4 plus.got ditched by azilla cos she went to buy class deco stuff with [he who shall not be named] actually no larh,we were going different directions anw.
okay then,will be off to read my book now (:

Stuck on time,stuck on you,

2009-02-03T20:35:00.001+08:00

Today = 'catch no ball' day
Really.Truly.Srsly.
see how much i'm emphasizing on it ? so believe me.

Today's tuesday!!!
which means i got to sleep in while brothers had to wake up at 5.45. muahaha.
i know i rock \m/

anw,first up was double period maths. idk why but i'm beginning to like maths :D
this is good news right ? cos if you wish to pass a subject,you have to be interested in it right.
anw i passed my first maths test. 12/20 it's low but it's still progress.
hah,pathetically 3 cmt had only 9 passes.
was frustrated cos i tried doing th sums that i got wrong and i managed to get th answer.
damn.
thr's another maths test tmw.keep your fingers crossed for me (:
After maths was geog. Thn had recess. was debating with my inner self whether i wanted to do my ss essay which was given last thursday.decided not to do though :D

'catch no ball' #1
Physics. i couldn't quite understand it. WAVES,the supposedly easy topic.i got lost in it. it's a double period some more. so i was like dreaming away for 90mins. just copied blindly.was partly not paying attention because of distractions like aziimi.my idiotic partner. also cos i was worried abt my ss essay. teacher had to explain 3 times before i finally grasped th concept.and when i did,i found that it was so easy -.-

'catch no ball' #2
Ss.my god.don't get me started on this man. i've always been lost for the past few lessons.i don't understand a thing. srsly. Ms wong was explaining infront and all i could do was give a blur look. i gave up and started playing with staples.i took all th staples and joined them together.making a sort of halo and placed it on azilla's head.yeah,i played with staples for 45mins instead of listening to teacher.

We're on this one way street together,

2009-01-31T10:59:00.001+08:00

I guess it's true what they said. There's no doubt about it at all.

"Winning's not everything."

That's what we all say. But you and i both know that this is just a lie. A bloody white lie.
We all know WINNING IS EVERYTHING no matter what happens.

Why don't you try walking a mile in my shoes?

2009-01-26T18:18:00.001+08:00

Hwee hwa maam rocks.really.
And yet,i still don't know have a clue why they say i seem to take after her.

Just what I needed,

2009-01-25T09:12:00.001+08:00

At last,there's a break. I really needed one anyway.
A break from school.Schedule's been really hectic this past few days.
A break from cca.cca's been affecting my studies.at least tht's wht mum says.
A break to catch up on sleep.I've been sleeping at 2 just to finish up my homework and thn waking up at 5.30
A break to revise.I haven't been paying attention half th time in class cos i'm desperately trying to keep my eyes open due to aforementioned reason.
A break to complete my ever increasing pile of homeworks.Actually thr are alot of homeworks cos of this break;CNY
A break to study for my test.I have a english test on wednesday.sheesh.
A break to rest.we've been having intensive training for rc and whn i reach home sister's my responsibility cos mum's gone to work.Try taking care of my 1yr+ sister thn you'll realise my agony.finally,half of my chores are gone cos mum's not working for th weekend.And sister is now her responsibility.(yay!) i mean i love her and all but she gets on my nerves sometimes with her needs and tantrums.
A break to fully recover.I have a cough,a terrible cold and i've lost my voice.freak seh.
I think I'm having a nervous system breakdown cos i cried on friday morning for no apparent reason o.0

anw,let's move on.enough abt me.i'm not that self-centered.
was off to buy azilla's present on wednesday after the mft trip.looked ard in mini toons and i saw this sign.you know those signs you put on cars like,baby on board and stuff?
what i saw was 'when i was younger,my mum said i could become anything,so i decided to become an asshole'
-laugh out loud-
ended up buying a stuffed tigger from gift a name which i atrociously wrapped due to my incompetency in the arts&craft segment ;D

anw,i'm really sorry to hear about salehan's dad.
i hope one way or another,nadiah finds it in herself to forgive wht salehan did to her.
haven't been updating as much due to school so i'll only log on to the comp if thr's anything important.
off to do my homework now :D

What attitude,

2009-01-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

Flag day is so OHMYGOODGRACIOUS.
People have such indescribable attitude man.3 people actually ran away from me.
Ran as in literally ran o.0

Plains.Hills.Mountains.Valleys.
This topic is so overrated,if you know wht i mean.
-laugh my ass off-

Oh no,

2009-01-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

hah,was tagged by aw jun qi to do this quiz.omg.

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q1: Do you have secrets?
secrets are not meant to be told :D

Q2: Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
probably not.

Q3: Do you enjoy going to school?
jyeah (:

Q4: What would you do with a billion dollars?
fullfill my list of things.& oh yes,donate some to charity.

Q5: Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Maybe,maybe not.

Q6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I suppose being loved by someone? cos i'm selfish :D

Q7: List out your favourite type of songs:
Too many.

Q8: If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Try to make a difference of course but if still to no avail,just respect their decision and be glad for them.

Q9: Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Recently,i have been happy but the word extremely is missing.

Q10: What makes you angry?
People pissing me off.

Q11: How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Unfortunately, I'm not someone who can predict the future.

Q12: Who is currently the most important people to you?
Friends,family,batch mates.In short,all my beloveds :D

Q13: What is the most important thing in life?
Laughter :P cause it's the best medicine ever. It works. Try it, then you'll love me for recommending it to you.

Q14: Single or attached?
The former if you please.

Q15: What is your favourite colour?
I'm in love with rainbow.

Q16: What genre of movies do you like?
Comedy.They make me laugh like nobody's buisness :D

Q17: If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I would scold myself for stepping into two boats at one time. Eventually i'll just let time tell.

Q18: Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I'll forgive of course,but forgetting is something else altogether.

Q19: What do you want to tell to someone you like?
i like chocolates (:

Q20: 5 people I have tagged:
anyone who wants to do this quiz

I saw through your poker face,

2009-01-14T19:15:00.001+08:00

School was Fun with a capital F ;D

Let's start from th beginning.
For starters,today was th second time in a row for this week tht i forgot to bring along my pe attire.baik arh.
My first pe lesson was on monday.
Coincidentally joey maam returned me my shorts which she borrowed last sat.
and asyraf offered to lend me his shirt cos he brought along two :D
however for today, i had my shorts but not my shirt so i begged my mum to bring it for me.but th office only gave me my clothes during recess =.= thank you arh seh.you give me after my pe lesson.
gerek kepehh.

however on a lighter note,today we celebrated farhana's bithday (yay!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHANA :D
yeah,here's th fun part.a cake was bought for her and we sang the bdae song in th canteen.thn they started smearing everyone with th leftover cream.gosh.AFTER everyone got cleaned,they brought out th flour. I got flour everywhr man.hahaha.washed up and went home with amal and all.

will be off to do my mount-everest-high homework now (:

Because I'm so fly like that,

2009-01-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

Today's cca orientation was okay,i guess.
but it was nothing short of everyone putting in effort.
Had to wear full u today.The experience of having to prepare it is so agonizing.-.-'
Did drills and all.rc had also set up a pit to barbecue stuff;mainly hotdogs and marshmallows.had our so called 'breakfast' from thr.

Oh my,Jerry is soooooo super-duper-uber cute :D
He's like the mini version of guan you,srsly.they look exactly th same.
~~Tom~~ Guan You & Jerry ;D
And he actually dragged his friend to sign up for rc cause i and lx told him to find other people to join.hope he's coming again for next training.

The combined UG drills was somewhr between the lines of horrendous and a little below average.
hah,but it was fun.especially hentak (: i almost went off balance.
changed and headed to th bus stop with mj and daniel.
however,thr was someone who wanted to talk to me privately and made me wait at th zebra crossing alone cause he chased daniel and mj away to th bus stop.tht someone asked me to have lunch but declined cause i was alr exhausted by then.but talked to him whn i was home,just to clear my conscience (:
our conversation was a little weird but it had been a while since we actually talked together so it was okay.
oh my,homeworks are piling up.i guess i'll have to burn midnight oil to finish them up as well as to study for upcoming tests.

I never saw you fell so hard,

2009-01-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

BLOGSKIN HAS SUCH @#$%@%#*#! SKINS.
wow,tht's rich coming from me considering tht i don't even skin.

as per normal,school was so "ohmygod."waited for th rest to finish their classes at 2.30pm for 45mins.i hate waiting.its like tunggu buah tak jatuh seh.
Fortunately akid and his friends were thr with me.at the very least they entertained me :D
anw,training today was fine.had loads of laughter with seniors and batchmates.
i actually laughed till i cried o.0
world war 5 is over i guess.(yay!) tht's the best thing tht happened so far.
I'm off to do my homework now :D

oh yes,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA :D