Time to get on with life,

I've moved. Find me there.

http://www.flickandburn.tumblr.com

A lil' something to ruin your day,

I'm sunburnt. Ass.

And I'm so fucking depressed. Cb.

It's time to get over yourself,

Somebody ask me out.I'm rotting at home manzxzxz.
Rotting yknw,rotttttiiiiiinnngggg ~
Kay,obviously I'm delirious right now,tskk.

p/s: I wonder how mch more i can handle.

Its 4am and I'm cursing your name,

OH HOLY MOTHER OF CRAP.

My mother is going to bury me alive whn she's found out what happened.

I ws in Melaka ytd. (Just for a day only. Kinda dumb ah actually.)

Sidetrack : I hv butt cramps frm sitting in the car too long :-(

& since I ws bored,I decided to use the internet on my phone.

While I ws in Melaka.

Two words : Itchy fingers! Tskk.

I am going to die when my bill comes D:

Aiyerr.

THIS IS SO NOT A GOOD START TO DECEMBER. Tskk.

December,be nice this time round will you?

Don't be like July, August or October eh. Takmo perangai ah eh ah eh.

Alright,kay golekks.

Turn the other cheek,

I don't do well with goodbyes.

Quarter past thirteen,

It sucked,no doubt.
But it's our last,so hell yeah for that :-)

The one who wears her heart on her sleeve,

I saw. But,I turned and walked away.

I'll be gone for a while.
Miss me aye (;

I remember what you wore on the first day,

Woke up with a heavy head.
The weather this afternoon matches my gloomy mood,i presume.
O'well,all the better. At least i'm not the only one feeling blue today.

Because he's cuter than you,

EEEK,CUTE OR WHAT THIS BOY?!

He's cuter than you,and you know it love.

There's no room for the both of us,

A few days ago I texted almost everyone " Everyone,my birthday's coming! :-D"
Hehehh,really! My birthday's coming! Honest :P
Btw, I got back some very disturbing replies ah please! Esp. Syahilah's.

Syahilah : -____-" awak bila last kena sepak sampai buta?

I ws on my bed at this time. I almost fell off the bed lah laughing,haha.

AND I JUST REALISED I HAVE SUCH MEAN FRIENDS AH ABEH ?!

Sabrina : Hahaha! Shiok sendiri 14 yr old girl.

Zahirah : I hope i forget :P

Qing Yang : Yr birthday this saturday is it?

Enqi : Wdv lo! Bluek! I'm ald 15,and u're still 14 :P [Slap you thn yknw!]

Arep : I step frget just aje. Hoho. Bsk ur bdae kan? :-) [This boy srsly mintak kene pukul tau!]

Fil : Ya allah. Yer Zuriatiiii! Haha.
Guess what his nxt qsn was.
Fil : Biler eh bday awak?

Solihin : Eh,yeke? Lame lagi kan! Jgn mrh eh,tp biler bday kau ah?

I LITERALLY WENT -.-! FOR BOTH AH.

& Naim called me just to say "Tak tahu malu" thn he hung up.

I HAVE THE MEANEST PPL ON EARTH AS FRIENDS SEH :')
Haha,but i still love each and every one of thm (:

On the other hand, i was touched that so many remembered my birthday.
Evn Syakir! o.0 Hah.
But so far,th sweetest ws from that sweet talker of a best friend :-D

Him : Dn't worry! Yr birthday's drawing "near" la.
Me : I can bet you dn't evn knw whn.
Him : December right? 29th? Actually i didn't evn kw whn. Bt at least,i bothered to find out.
Me : Thn,nk ape? Good job?
Him : Heh. I don't need tht :-) Just need you to knw tht there's someone who still cares (:

A task to do,

Aminn wanted to do a photo montage of our class and he asked for pictures.
I looked through my computer,compiling all the photos.
From study sessions at starbucks, civic and vista.
To outings at east coast and jalan raya.

I could just cry,thinking of the past. When everything was better.

Dwindled in numbers,

Bridging programme is killing me -.- Tsk.
I feel like skipping everyone of those lessons. But i can't :-(
Ah,damn it.

Anw,finally got around to showing my mum my report book ytd.
It took me that long to gather up my courage to give it to her.
Hah, i was expecting thunderstorm,hurricane,tsunami earthquake and all,seriously.
My results were such an eyesore seh. But nopah ^^V
First thing i pointed out to my mum ; position.
& that settled my mum's temper for a while, fortunately. Phew.

I talked to her abt retaining or dropping. Stupid move. Cs i got angry in th end -.-
I have no idea why i did that seh!
Honestly, I try to avoid talking to my mum abt any issues at all costs. Even clothes.
Cs it always ends up in heated arguments and me being pissed and trying not to curse and swear in front of her.

Don't knw how many times i banged th table trying to get her to listen to me -___-!
She kept on yakking abt dropping but I'd rather retain ah.
I had to raise my voice ah just to stop her from talking.
Whatever ah,we both have our own opinions. Tsk. Irritating siao.

But still,i'll work hard.
I survived 2 years 10 months of school.
I'm sure i can survive another 2 weeks.
Boleh punya ^^ (Pdehal,pdehal :P)

Nur Syahilah Bte Sadikin,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SAYANG <3

This cute lil' girl is now 15,without me. Hmph! Hahaha.
We've been through alot kan?
From fights to tears to laughters to anger to smiles and all sorts of things.
I thank you for that ^^V
I think without you kan,my life would have been boring ah,seriously!
So yeah,happy 15th and may Allah bless you on your birthday and every single day :-)


From strangers to the best of friends :-D
Wa sayang sama lu uh,gangster girl.

Some distance apart,

Tiring day ah please today -__-
Had Rc from 12.45pm all th way till 7.25pm. Reached home late seh. Haih.
Cca is killing me. But nvm.
I ws thinking of studying for malay,but obviously cnt uh! Exhausted,i am.

I wna start studying alr,as in seriously. Marks on my report slip are very disappointing :-(
Cld have done better tho!
I think i studied for each paper like the day before or jst a few hrs before.
Seriously ah,need to buck up seh zuriati! Fr th first time ever,i think i'm gna use my holidays to catch up on my schl work. Sedih seh hidup :-(

Besides, I hope this weekend gives me some good before Monday.
I'm tired,exhausted and frayed. I needed a rest anyway.
I need a break from everything.

Everyone's leaving,i wna do so to.

Instant regret,

BULLSHIT LAH. CRAP YOU. MY FOOT LAH.
DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH CAN, LAME EXCUSES.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I want to scream at your face so badly,really.
I'm already struggling to control my temper,so don't push it.
Great,you just rendered me speechless.

It ain't forever,

You weren't thr for me whn i needed you th most :-(
Th first time I cried so hard and none of you were thr,besides Amalina and Aidah.

A little less lonely,

It's time I gt ard to blogging. Kay,let's talk abt Charity Bazaar-cum-BYD.

Okay,so on Thursday,aft sch,followed Nana home to change and thn proceeded to Sab Tan's hse.

Reached at ard 5+?

The Honey Cornflake ws nice ah please! I think i ate more than i did work ^^

Yada,yada,yada, left at ard 8+ and walked to th interchange w Acap,Fil,Rudi,Qusy,Aminn.

Then came Friday.

Waited fr Enqi Ho at 6.05 under her block. But she only came dwn at 6.20am -.-

Changed in her room and walked to sch w her.

Set up th booth and went to Sab's hse to get th food.

Watched th concert and our clss won for th Sec 3s "fashion show"! (Y)

It wasn't as fun as i expected it to be tho. Such a waste -.-

And aftr everythng,still gt training seh. Haih.

Borderline,it was a srsly exhausting day.

Both emotionally and physically.

Selfish for holding on,

Syakir's kontol faces :P

I never wnt to go here again seh :-(

The only chinese w us

Mat skudai eh please!

Embracing Haidhar's indian blood :-P

Yeay,finally got pictures :-D so can update on jalan raya!

I'm only uploading like 1/4 tho,cs thr's lik too many,190 seh.

Go syahilah's fb to see more ^^.

My main purpose for uploading these photos is cs i'm in thm :-P or i find it exceptionally cute!

Nyahaha.

So all us msl-ians decided to meet at 8.40am at msl mrt. But guess what?

I woke up at 8.45am :-P

So in other words me,fil,sya,aminn,kyla,qusy,acap,syakir,arep and qing yang all arrived at azilla's hse fashionably late ah!

Then went to th hses and stuffs.

And bcs Fil brought along his camera stand,the guys placed it at th sides of th road and act as if they're lik trying to catch drivers who are speeding -_____-

Another thing tht happened ws at Sol's hse. Tu sedih semacam ah :-(

I dn't wna go thr anymre pls.

Srsly uh,i felt lik disappearing and going hme right thr and thn seh.

One favourite ws at Razis's hse. We took the video again lik lst yr.

Paiseh sia whn they showed mine cs i lik had no idea wht to say.

Haidhar's one ws funny cs he talked abt AIA :-P

And Asyraf's ws sweet cs since i ws lik deeply affected by wht happened at Sol's hse,he actually gave me a personal msg on tht video.

And everyone cld see it seh.

Malu siak but at th same time touched lah :-)

Then in the later part of the evening,we had to walk through the drizzle and my make-up all got smudged. But i cldn't be bothered to reapply ah.

Muker masai seh,srsly. Hahaha :-P

The last highlight ws at Wlnds MRT while waiting fr the train to Sya's hse.

Boys being boys,they tend to get into trouble whrever they go.

Th first ws Rudi who supposedly gt reprimanded bt honestly,

i didn't even see him being warned uh -.-

Thn Fil started playing ard and did wht Rudi did and th MRT staff came and literally pulled him by th shoulders and dragged him down to the security post.

Sbb kte mcm bonded gitu kan,so whn 1 go down,everybody also go down.

Thn th security post ws so kecoh uh!

24 teens in baju kurung all arguing and shouting back at 1 MRT staff.

In a way it made me rofl uh :-D

But the paling naik suare ws th guys uh,lagi-lagi asyraf. Bising seh.

Bt wht i liked th mst ws wht sharifa said uh : "So nw,wht you wnt to do?"

Th MRT guy teros senyap seh. Lollllll. Dramatic seh this part of th night.

It ws alr cming to 10pm tau.

So thn Fil walked me home and thr ws this malay wedding under my block.

Awkward seh! O.O

Cs we were in our baju kurung and all. Hahahahaha.

Tiring uh srsly,but thank god,no blisters :-D

Kay,i'm done :-)

Sunshine in my pocket,

Wonderful day spent with the greatest people :-D

Even with its several ups and downs and such,it still turned out fine.

And i mean it when i say ups and downs.

Shall elaborate more later on w pictures!

Thanks for making my day a splendid one.

Sayang korang,all 23 of you <3

I IS SUNGGUH TIRED WOR!

The littlest things,

I am terrified of Nur Shuhaidah Bte Suratman.
She's a man in disguise! Hahaha. No lah,but still!
She is lik fierce semacam and nvr,ever agitate her seh.
I learnt my lesson fr today but still mcm fun gitu uh kacau aidah.
So i shall cntinue doing it.
HUAHUAHUA :-D

PREP WORK. PREP WORK. PREP WORK.
Gotta start on it asap,zuriati.

I'm done standing by the sidelines,

Zuriati is an extremely happy girl :-)
I'm so happy that i could just lay an egg!

Camwhored with my bitch in the canteen afterschool.
We were like using people's phones to take pictures seh. Right Enqi?
Esp Acap's and Qing Yang's. Heh. Their camera good what ^^
I got a Little Miss Chatterbox keychain from Asyraf. Huahuahua :-P
Cute semacam seh the thing! Now,it's hanging thr springing on my phone ^^V

Btw kan,I ter-cried in school just now. It was accidental seh really!
I got so embarassed bcs of smthing tht happened tht i just cried :-(
Yes,i can't stand embarassment :-P Lolll.
Someone get that person away from me,god.

Working like clockwork,

I'm tired beyond words.
I can't carry on with this charade anymore.
It's exhausting,it's wearing me out.
I'm sorry.
I miss you just as much.

Inferior,

Yes,she's pretty no doubt.

Redundant actions made to fool,

I helped the Interact Club paint their banner ^^V
Helpful much? Nyahaha. Tgther w sya,nana,sol and aminn.
Left school at around 6.15pm and thankfully,i didn't have to wait long till break fast time.

Now,i gotta go complete my proposal and study for my ss and chem test.
I think i'm just slowly killing myself.
I need to get a grip on myself,asap.

Take you as you are,

I scratched my leg on a bench during recess just now ):
Hah,and it bled. God,i can't believe that i injured myself with a BENCH.
How harmful can a bench be -.-

But, Fil supplied me with a plaster,Aminn supplied me a whole pkt of tissues which was so cute ah(I still have it!) and Deen gave me a roll of toilet paper. As in,he srsly took out a whole roll of tissues. Hah.

I guess others could sense my distress cs i was like showing this exaggerate-kia punyer sad face whn they passed by me. Stop it eh,zuriati. Prangai semacam seh.

Watch me,i shall come armed with a tweety bird plaster on my cut tomorrow.
Kirekan fierce ah ni.

Ok well,the last two sentences weren't supposed to mean anything. I just ran out of things to say and the sentence randomnly popped into my head. Heh ^^V

Taking control of your own life ain't easy,

I've been a happy girl so far this week,right up till today.
Ugh. Shall not talk about it tho.

Also,i've lost and got my wallet stolen by my classmates multiple times in a span of just 3 days. Main culprit's asyraf -.- I panicked when i THOUGHT i lost it but in the end it always ends up with asyraf or in someone else's bag.

I need to remember to not hyperventilate,seriously.
It's so unglam.

Discover yourself by getting lost,

National Day Celebration in school today. Not as fun as the previous years tho ):
All because of H1N1,eeeeee.

Ended school at around 10.45am then waited for the guys to be done with their teacher's day auditions. They got in by the way. Woots! Congrats! :D

Then bused to woodlands checkpoint and the guys had lunch there.
Hot please all the way there. I was sweating like a pig seh!
Anw,we saw something unexpected before that eh,sol!
Level 4 kepe :P Haha.

Afterwards,followed the guys walk around,surveying the clothes there for their performance on teacher's day. Left around 3 plus and headed home.

And now i realised i left my physics file and hmwk with Filkhairi! Loll.

P/s: GI. Joe on Monday?
p/s/s: Are you true? He says no. And I trust him.

He turns right but I stay left,

Blogger is being an arsehole. Tsk.

I'm sick ):
Down w fever,flu,cough and vomitting.
I especially hate vomitting please. I feel so weak afterwards that i can just die.
But imma strong girl ^^
Went to the clinic this morning where i waited so long.
Tons of people there.
Anw,wil be back at school on monday. But i honestly have to get better by saturday.
A ndp parade's waiting for me -.-

Blow those wrongdoings away,

Believe me when i say that my best friend,Nur 'Azilla,is strong (:
Yes,she is. She won't fall that easily aye :D Sayang kamu <3

Tomorrow's real hectic. I'll be really worn out.
School in the morning.
Red Cross training in the afternoon till 5.
NDP training after that at Yio Chu Kang stadium till around 9.
Gotta get some rest.

Fire burning in her eyes,

O level's for malay oral's over.
Yessssaaahh!
I knw it's kinda of late but this is my blog so shut up.

Ms Choo didn't come for art so yeah,double period of fun (:
THE RELIEF TEACHER CALLED ME GEMUK JUST NOW T_T
Feel so demoralised sia. I is not fat.

Anw,talked,gossiped,laughed,teased,smiled etc. with sya,azilla and guess who,Izrail.
Shocking,i know. But still,the time spent w them was so worth it lah please.
Got released 5 mins earlier by that relief teacher.
Life would have been better if i didn't have to go for DC.
All my father's fault lah! Make me late for school! Eeeeee.

Ended DC and met the rest at the canteen.
Left at 5.30pm and i realised i left my art file in the canteen *slaps forehead
But azilla brought it home for me. Nyahahahaha :P Terima Kasih!

Oh god,i haven't done my malay project. Arggghhh!
Tmw double period of mother tongue seh! DIEEEEEE!

Read between the lines,

I am not a happy girl today.

You say you're sorry if you're the reason that spoiled my good relationship w him.
Were you actually sincere? I don't think so. Things have changed between us friend.
And you know that. You know what's going on.
I'm disappointed,very.
Not to mention pissed off,hurt,annoyed and everything else that falls under that category.

Insincerity's radiating off me,

Easier said than done.
But,i have to cause what i hope to happen won't ever happen.
Not even in a million years.
So,move the fuck on zuriati.

Before your heart starts to learn again,

Spent today at Acap's with my favourite people.
Our movie marathon eventually turned out into something else.
Much fun and laughters the whole time.
I think I'm a happy girl today :D

Why say it when you don't even mean it?

Accompanied nana to get sol's birthday present with fil,acap,aminn,syakir and sol ytd. I arrived the earliest and spent like 1 hour + in Shieng Siong doing nothing while waiting for them -.-
Just so you know,i cussed alot this morning.
My hair,the weather,people,the bus,the fan.
The fan made my hair fly like crazy and i was like "knnbccb"

Sol treated us to ais kacang but two people to one bowl.
He shared w nana lah,obviously (:
'Sol' and 'treat' very rarely go together in a sentence.
However,acap,aminn and syakir had a whole bowl to themselves. Lol.

Thn followed the guys to sol's sister's wedding where the guys were working.
Me and nana's main purpose to go there was just to see his sister.
And she was really pretty ^^
Thn came th scene whr nana gave sol his present. Sweet stuffs :D

Went home and grandmother was like "whr have you been,why cme back so late" etc.
Please eh,it was only 1.30pm. It's really annoying whn you haven't even stepped into the house and someone starts screaming at you -.- For once,whn mum didn't mind me going out,grandmother had to mind. Tsk.

p/s : I don't appreciate accusations. From you,of all people.

I could say it a million times but it wouldn't be enough cause it wasn't to you,

Happy 15th birthday to dear Solihin!
Bestfriend,thanks for being there for me. Always.
You know i'll be there for you too.
Thanks for the laughters,the anger and everything else.
And most importantly,thanks for sticking up for me and always being the one to accompany me whnever i'm alone. In case you didn't know,i forgive you for that slap you gave me eh.

p/s : Look for the post on th outing to find his photo. (Ape!)

Things don't just revolve around one person and that's what always starts the wars,

Transformers 2 is niceee! Two thumbs up man (:
But its disgusting to see Megan Fox smooch Shia on set.
Try imagining two guys smooching each other.
Yes,that's how utterly freaked out i felt.
But honestly,Megan Fox was like oh-my-god hot/sexy in the movie.
That just adds to the freaky factor tho :/
And,and,and Shia Lebeouf is hot eh please ^^.
Okay,sorry,bimbo post.

Today was obviously crap. (But i got to see th people i missed like kambing and others <3)
They should have just extended our holiday period to 1 more week.
I'll dedicate that whole week to my homeworks seh,promise.
Thr wasn't even any lessons for today. What's the point of even coming? -.-

But still,zuriati is a very happy girl today for many reasons (:
Eeeeiiiiikkkkkk!
I likey today aloty.

Let's just take a shot and wing it,

Library in the afternoon with brother,azilla,acap,sol,fil,aminn,aziimi,syakir,rudi and arep.
Funny stuffs (: I realise my voice sounds so loud in the library.
Photocopied my physics worksheets at Zap It for a pathetic 48 cents. Lolll.
Late lunch at Macs was sponsored by Arep,yayness (:
Didn't really do much,obviously. Gave up on trying to concentrate.
They only did the first page of Section A -.-
Left at 7 with brother and sol and reached home at around 7.20pm

Malay project is driving me crazy,god.
Cikgu Iswani told us to choose a sort of cool job.
So,i chose to be a child psychologist (Zahirah chose to be an FBI!)
Don't laugh! Yeah,i know. I'm soooo not cut out for that kind of job. I'm the one full of complains everytime.
But still,it's a cool job right? With the dang big bucks to go with it.
They charge like at least $100 per hour.
PER HOUR! PER HOUR! PER HOUR,i repeat. Zang!

However,i'm struggling to translate all those big,chim,complicated english words into malay. I'm so pathetic please in malay. I have no idea how i even got into higher malay,seriously. No joke -.-
I didn't even know what 'ikan paus' was. I had an image of a puffer fish when i heard that word. So all along,i've been wondering why people called Aminn puffer fish when actually not.
I jst learnt on wednesday that 'ikan paus' means whale! muahaha.
I know,pathetic kiaaaaaaaaaaaa )':
Developmental disorders = ? in malay. Ahh,dieeeeeeeeee.

I NEED TO START ON ART BY TMW. or my mother and pushpa will kill me.
Gee,do i need time or what!

Turn it up poppet,

I think I'm a really bad leader.
Wait,i don't think i'm a bad leader.
I know i'm a bad leader.

I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.
I'm a really bad leader.

I think my self-esteem just dropped to negative 1.

Something new,something old,

Yessa,I'm finally back (:
I hereby solemnly confess that i prefer s'pore than m'sia.
I'll be more patriotic in future,promise!
The society is just so...different,heh.
Left on sunday morning and i'm back yesterday night.
Its 4.53am and i'm still not asleep since i came back a while ago.

Zuriati + tripping over ledge
= falling knee down on a pavement of rocks
= black and blue knees
= PAIN
= sad zuriati )':

My knees were all that i could think about for 3 days. Pain what.

I'm sucha klutz.
I dropped cake on my skirt.
I got mud on my NEWLY BOUGHT shoes.
I spilled juice on my WHITE NEWLY BOUGHT top.
I dropped rice on my NEWLY BOUGHT skirt.
I got chocolate on that same skirt.
I accidentally tore that same skirt. But just a small tear. Not obvious,i think.
I broke my dad's arm rest in his car and didn't own up :P
I dropped my phone multiple times.
I dropped my ipod multiple times too.

If i continue treating my phone this way,i think i'm gonna need a new one.
I'm so rough with it. Thank god it's an old model. Not a new one.
I think i'll drop myself if i ever dropped a new phone.
I was already moaning when i dropped my ipod the first time. Ah.

Oh,oh,oh,i saw arep at genting (:
And yes,sorry enqi,min jie and rudi for not replying your messages or for replying them late.
I wasted my prepaid there -.- 1 sms is $0.90
I had only around $10 in my phone at that time.
I was messaging enqi halfway when kebaboom,no more value. Tsk. Stupid me.

p/s : Enqiiii,sorry for taking a very loooong time to reply your messages and then not replying afterwards.
p/s/: I'll text you soon kay. Sorry yeah. Mwarh.
p/s/s: My knees hurt. Alot.
p/s/s/s: I need to start on my homework(s!!!!!) soon. Really soon. Shiats.
p/s/s/s/s: Happy 2nd birthday to sister <3

Caught my attention,

The outing wasn't a class outing as much as the 'usual' people outing. Really.

Those who turned up were only those who usually hang out together. Namely azilla,aidah,nana,sya,acap,fil,aziimi,sol,aminn,arep,rudi and yours truly + deen&heedayu + qing yang (:

Mantra for the day : Me is hot,I is panas.

Lol. Kept repeating it all the way there with aminn.

Seriously ah,i was sweating like a pig eh please.

I brought $ 17.

I spent $ 4.50 on lunch.

I lost the rest. Sedih )':

Typical singaporeans. Found something,take. No brains to like return it to the counter or something. It's so hard to find good samaritans these days. What has the world turned into? Tsk. It was in a wallet mind you. Not some loose change or a $10 note lying around. It was in a wallet. Besides,i liked that wallet. It was really cute. If i know who you are,i promise you that you'll never see the next light of dawn. I'll wring your neck and all. Count your lucky stars i don't know you. So,i hope you lose your wallet all together with your i/c,credit card,atm card,money etc. Then you'll feel what i felt at that time. Muahaha.

Pictures! Not in sequence tho.

See how many mat reps our class have. Haha Mine ^^
Ini budak saya sayang

Syahilah looks small here kan?
<3 I took a picture w an ape

He's taller. No fair ):

Asia's Jason Mraz. Lolll.
Dick! Hahaha
FOC guitar teachers,heh ^^

Rfuck!
He was the only person half-naked in Macs -.-

I am 156cm TALL eh please (:
Nana jeponkia

Godzilla,sayanngg dier :D These shots above are all called the 'arep pose' -.-

Aidah was otp w daeng
Suker eh korang (: Lol

Fav pic w her - People in hats

Fav group photo :D
These two i love many many

Qing Yang's fingers

Dora-e-a-mon :P