The truth hurts but a lie's worse,

Had nfdc training ytd till ard 11 plus.was quite slack considering it was th eve of christmas.
got candies from seniors :D
played th presents thingy and yeah,i got a present from lx.its kind of illogical but very cute though (:
Thn walked to cwp with nadiah and daniel and headed home.school's reopening nxt friday.i'm not tht psyched up about it.anw,merry christmas everybody.i don't care even if you're not celebrating it.its supposed to just be a general polite gesture.

Sometimes the truth scares me,

hey hey :D

yeah,i'm back.actually i was back on sunday but had nth to blog abt so yeah didn't blog for a while.

uip was tiring but worth it i guess.i liked th part of pop whr we made a cross and threw our berets.yay(!)i guess campfire was a success so congrats to oa spec :D

reached home ard 9pm and crashed.

so yada yada.

we had training today and finished at ard 12.30 and went home.hah,i got a slap frm tht daniel chang in th bus.thr was also sec 1 orientation so th sch was quite crowded and busy.planned on playing this christmas game on christmas eve's training whr we buy a present and pass them ard according to a story tht we make up.its kind of lame but its also kind of fun :D

this is our cross formation :D

see tht tiang zi xiu's serious face (:

th circled ppl were my grp members.

The after effects,

i found a nice show on tv to watch,despite my ramblings of boycotting television forever :D
campus shrewd (: th main character's quite adorable though.miss christmas tree.
will be off for another camp tomorrow =.=
i don't feel like going at all.i know its been a day alr but i'm still tired and exhausted from ytd's training.my body is still aching.i know.i'm pathetic :D
so yeah,miss me people (: *shameless

The irony of your actions,

i fell into a drain during lunch just now ;D
now thr's a bruise and the lump is quite obvious.didn't know tht you could get a bruise if you fell into a drain o.0 i didn't saw tht the drain didn't have a sort of cover.i was listening to wei lun teasing nisa abt a snail and BOOM! CRASH! BANG! i fell into it.(actually thr was no such sound effect but you get wht i mean.)throw face you know (:
yada yadaaaa.
passed my sfa course.everybody passed actually.th examiner was quite nice.
today was quite relaxed and yeah,joked ard with th ncc guys after finishing up with our bandaging and cpr.
ended at ard 5 and went home.
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it seems tht black faces are all i can give now tht you're here again.i don't think thr's a word 'limit' in your dictionary.you nvr know whn to stop unless somebody tells you off or you just realise it yourself.but so far th latter has nvr happened cos you think you're so perfect and flawless.well guess wht? you're not.you're full of flaws and imperfections just like anybody else.thr's a limit to how much i can stand you.th way you go overboard.th way you exaggerate.th way you insult me.th way you make me feel so small and bad abt myself.people are asking me to tell you off.to tell you whn you shld stop.to tell you tht thr's a limit to wht you can do.someday i might just explode and let everything out.but i hope tht day nvr comes cos i still sort of accept you as my friend.i hope wht i'm doing right now is worth all th pain and trouble.

so yeah,thnks a bunch to sha and nisa.especially sha for being thr for me :D

Thunder,

had the second sfa lesson today.
we finished up the remaining chpters left frm ytd's lesson.
lunch time was hysterical,honestly.it was th laugh-anymore-and-i'll-pee-in-my-pants funny.bp sir,lx,sha,mj,me and nisa had quite an interesting encounter in the rain.shall not elaborate anymore.
oh darn,tmw's th sfa test.i'm going to fail and waste all my 3 days going for this sfa course.i'm quite blur at some parts though ;D and my hands-on are a disaster.cpr is quite err, hard (?)
i can verbally say wht to do but i can't physically do it.my god,the library was sooo freezing cold.sat in thr for ard 5 hrs.was shivering man.somehow nearing th end of lesson,th weather quite matched my mood.left earlier thn th rest at ard 5 cos of some stuff.i don't feel like going for tmw.i'm not sure if i'm up to meeting her again after all this time.i've forgiven her for wht she did to me.but forgetting takes like forever you know.& forever is a long time don't you think? ):
arrgghh!!i haven't done up my uniform for saturday's uip yet.lesson plan's all done but its not yet printed.but yes,daniel will print it for me :D

parents cancelled cable tv ): i might as well not watch tv this way.
mum's reply was "isn't tht good?thr'll be less distraction and you can concentrate more on your school work."

sometimes i really hate the way her mind works.